it’s driving me to spicy chicken

 Ugh, so I need to come fuss. I forgot to mention that we went and got my ring re-sized on Friday. It was $10 … and they SCRATCHED MY RING and discolored the white gold.

so now it’s really light golden gold on the bottom and the scratches look like whatever they used to hold the ring in place was rough on my ring, so like… the part underneath the stone (which has a cool little swirly patterny thing) is scratched on BOTH sides. I’m pissed off about that. It makes me mad that I got the wrong size and then messed up my perfect ring by having it resized.

blah.

whatever.

Baboo said if we ever get rich, he’ll fork out the 5 grand to get me the real deal.

yep, if this ring were real, it’d be 5 happy g’s.

whatever.

I like what I have NOW and I wish that dumb bitch hadn’t scratched my band! bah!

I hope we can afford platinum bands when we get married.

It’s looking like that is more than a year away.

I’m not complaining. It’ll happen when it does.

but I am a little anxious about the second half of things (a la baby).

I don’t know.

I go through phases.

Right now, with all the other stresses, I am quite sure that having a baby is a bad idea.

But then I look at him in the morning, sleeping so adorable-ly…

and I want his baby so bad.

it’s a mess.

I’M A MESS.

I truly hope my fucking landlord fixes the washing machine. For some reason the fool has to "take it away"… why does he not have a warranty on the thing? It is practically brand new and it’s a Maytag! It should have a warranty.

what a mess.

I’ll be washing my clothes in the sink forever.

FOREVER!!!

I have irrational hate right now.

I blame my period… which came LIKE CLOCKWORK.

Second month in a row since the big debaucle…

my body is back to normal, I hope…

I have a Dr.’s appt on Friday. I’ll get the reaming then.

I have to have lost 2 pounds by then. I truly hope the scale saying 158 is true. I was 162 when I went in there a few weeks ago… so losing 4 pounds would be double whta she asked.

I’ve been doing really good!
I fell off yesterday because I HAD TO HAVE A FUNNEL CAKE.

but I really didn’t eat a lot and I think I’m fine.

I hope to do a few work outs this week so that I can try my hardest to have lost SOMETHING when I go in friday.

and today is suddenly OVERLY ANNOYING.

So I was gonna have subway and blah blah blah, but now I’m having a spicy chicken bowl.

bite me.