pissy and ranty

 I’d very much like to start my first entry of the day saying something positive.

but i can’t.

cuz today sucks already.

I feel naked and lonely because I left my ring on my desk. I was braiding my dumb stupid hair and forgot it.

dumb stupid hair.

Baboo is working from home for most of the day (lucky devil) so he can put it away in its box. I don’t wear the ring when I’m working on stuff or washing things.

Aww, Baboo just texted me. I guess our internet is down at home. I don’t know what’s up with that. I’m thoroughly sick to death of Time Warner and their spotty roadrunner bullshittery. It’s amazingly frustrating.

Oh well. I didn’t make his lunch because he was supposed to be home. I hope he has food somewhere. blah!

My pork last night was sooo delicious. yum yum. I have left overs for my lunch today. I’m about to try this chocolate cereal bar. I’m sure it’ll be just as disgusting as the peanut butter one. But I was able to stretch eating the peanut butter one out over 2 hours and it wasn’t too bad.

So, last night Baboo pissed me off something terrible. I went to pick him up and he told me that our plans to go to San Diego would have to be changed because the weekend we wanted to go was the weekend of some fight or other. (The plans are cancelled now, btw. so no San Diego for us)

Now let me stop and say that while Baboo does have an interest in professional fighting, it is NOT something that he talks about a lot or anything that I’ve seen him get really excited over.

That is… until his DUMB ASS STUPID FRIEND CASEY invites him over to watch it on pay per view on a giant screen tv so he can entice him to do drugs and act like a giant moron.

I hate Casey. I hate him. I hate him so much I wish I could kick him the face until he doesn’t have a face anymore. He talks bad about me and quite honestly, I’d like him to say those things to my face so I could spit on him and give him a reason to talk shit… while he’s eating shit… his own shit.

He’s a slimy no good piece of utter crap, and I base all of these opinions on the fact that he has NEVER NOT ONCE contributed ANYTHING GOOD to Baboo’s life.

Remember last time he went over there? And it started all that drama in our otherwise peaceful relationship?

Well, I thought maybe Baboo would choose us over him the next time.

but oh well, he didn’t.

So our plans to do something as a family are pitched to the wind so he can go get fucked up at some losers house.

Whatever.

I’m NOT driving him there or picking him up or contributing ANYTHING to that visit. I will not be pleasant or happy about any of it and he already knows I won’t want to talk to him that entire weekend. He should just go there on Friday and not come back till Monday night. That’ll suit me just fine. I want nothing to do with him when he chooses to associate with that loser douchebag.

PERIOD.

This isn’t the entire story, but I really don’t want to get into it.

Regardless, I don’t like it at all and it pissed me off last night.

Baboo tried to make up for it by waking me up with a penis in my back… which i partook in, but I wasn’t quite as into it as normal. I was just still mad at him.

He probably thinks everything is fine, and for the most part, it is.

I just hate Casey and NOTHING will ever change that. NOTHING.

Unless he dies.

Then I can just not care anymore because he won’t be around to potentially lure my boyfriend into stupid dumb situations he should run away from.

It’s just disgusting.

Baboo has other friends that are just fine to hang out with. They aren’t selfish pieces of shit only looking out to have someone else pulled down into their stupid shit pile with them.

whatever.

I’m sick of talking about it.

anyway, i can’t even remember what all else I was gonna talk about cuz i got all pissy and ranty!

bah!

thanks to those who liked my story 🙂 Gives me inspiration. I started the second chapter and after I finish the majority of work i have (which right now is like 1 thing that’ll take half an hour tops), I’ll work on some more and post later.

I hope everyone else has a better Wednesday than me!