mother fuckers

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 this truly is the worst thing ever. I can’t get ahead of any of it. As soon as I put one stress behind me, another even WORSE one shows up.

Meanwhile, my body has decided to cut me a break and my period started yesterday. This is good, clockwork is returning.

I’m so tired.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

those mother fuckers.

turns out that the before school program called DCFS on me.

Yep, social services.

That’s who questioned jacob. The school is claiming ignorance on it all, which is just INFURIATING.

And lucky me, nobody is answering any phone number I’ve called, so I have to wait to deal with this TOMORROW when I’m at work and really NOT in the mood for any of it.

I bet they’ll want to come evaluate the house and shit.

WHAT. EVER.

I am just so blazing mad.

Baboo is trying to arrange being home in the mornings so he can walk the boys to school.

but he "doesn’t know" if it’ll work.

but with dcfs all up my ass, i really can’t have jonathon home alone even if it is for just 10 minutes.

that’ll all they’ll need to yank them away from me.

I hate all of this.

hate hate hate.

Baboo is amazing and stepping up the way he has is just too much for me to express. I truly hope he can do this because without him, I don’t know what I"ll do.

Except for spend every extra penny I have on driving in to work daily and getting off later so that I can get my kids to school.

Or moving closer to work.

or…

I HAVE NO IDEA.

I really feel scared and sad.

*sigh*

and I’m also angry.

If baboo is able to stay home in the mornings, I’m gonna march up to those bitches and tell them that they crossed the line and they won’t have to worry about either of my children. How dare they call social services on my family for unfounded reasons when, if they had bothered to pay attention to the children around them, they would have seen my oldest son getting harrassed and teased before he got angry. No, his anger was not acceptable in the way he expressed it, but that was no goddamned reason to call social services on me and have my son interrogated.

i hate them all.

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October 12, 2009

OMG I can’t believe them. I’m mad for you hun. Do they even know you have him seeing a therapist. Do they know he has issues because of his sperm donor. Do they know you’ve tried repeatedly to help you son in every way possible. Idiots. They mess with you and your childern while there are other children out there really getting beat by their parents. Ugh! I’m sorry you have to go through that.

October 12, 2009

Wow! @@ 🙁 I don’t even know what to say here.

Oh……my……gawd! I so wish I was closer to help you.

October 12, 2009

They suck. They don’t have anything to hold against you and at least you’ll have proof that you’ve been taking your son to a therapist. They really suck. You have every right to be angry about this. Especially with it involving your children.

October 12, 2009

xo

October 12, 2009

*hugs* I’m soo sorry hun. That’s crap.

October 12, 2009

wow-just…..wow what utter complete naive asshats. Where were they when they should have called social services for your brother?

October 12, 2009

WHAT the f hun!? You don’t deserve that! Geeze bunch of wankers! Oooh I’m so mad for you i can’t even think of anything productive to say 🙁

WTF?! Holy shit! How effing DARE they! Just because he throws a few tantrums doesn’t seem like grounds enough to call DCFS. Jeez! I am extremely angry right along with you. Why didn’t they just call you first, to ask about the situation, before jumping the gun? What a bunch of assholes. And seriously… where the hell were they when you needed help with your brother?! Effing ass-backwards system.

October 12, 2009

holy cow that pisses me off and they arent my kids.. your a GOOD MOM they can go efff off… GRRRRRRR

{{{{{hugs}}}}}

October 12, 2009

That is nuts that they called. I would be livid, too. I’m sure things will work out, though. They always do!

October 12, 2009

OMG what a joke! Let me guess your in LA? my cousin just had to deal with them out there a few months back it was horrible for her..

October 12, 2009

OMG!!! Well, try to stay calm. I’m sure everything will work out. Man… when it rains, it pours, I guess, huh? *big hugs!* I’m sorry. 🙁

October 12, 2009

Un-f’ing-believable!!! Im sure they are sitting there acting so self – righteous. I hate idiots like that. Praying for you and your kids!

October 13, 2009

omfg, what a mess! I’m so sorry, that’s awful. I hope it all gets sorted out soon and you can go and tell the school how it is.

October 13, 2009

I’m with you on this. you’re an awesome parent and schools get muddled up in best intentions. I’m greatful you have baboo

October 13, 2009

Oh my gosh. What is wrong with them?!