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 this box is being a bitch… again! It’s not even a box. I hate firefox!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 OMG… so I’m using firefox and this is all a giant mess.

Anyway, how do I know why the apps dont’ work? It says the reason why things are blocked now.

and it’s because the apps are identified as "games’ and therefore BLOCKED.

I know that it is probably not the best option to put JOnathon on drugs, but I’m worn down from him CONSTANTLY getting into trouble.

I can’t DO IT ANYMORE.

i just can’t.

i want to go home and cry.

 

 

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October 8, 2009

It will pass. I had a meltdown last night and I had to have a stern talking to with myself. Just keep saying “this too shall pass” — it works.

It’s understandable. Truly, and if anyone thinks or says anything negative about the situation they can go crawl under a rock and die. They don’t know your situation, they aren’t there on a daily basis to see and feel what you do. Don’t feel bad about it, and don’t beat yourself up over it. You’re a good mother. No… you’re a GREAT mother.

October 8, 2009

*hugs* It’ll be okay. We’re here for you.

October 8, 2009

I think you are doing whatever is best for your boy. No one can fault you for that. Maybe the pills will help him live a happier life. It’s not a bad thing for him to be on meds if he truly needs it. It doesn’t hurt to try them out and see how he reacts to them. This could end up being a good thing.

October 8, 2009

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October 8, 2009

xo

on the bright side…i hate apps!

October 8, 2009

I think you should sleep on it before you make any definite decisions, and talk it over with his doctor again – I don’t know, doctor’s here are really reluctant to medicate minors, but I guess it’s a different story there and they might be more trying to convince you it’s the right thing – it’s a bugger being pulled in different directions all the time. But I think you know your child, and you

October 8, 2009

know what’s best for him – and if you decide that’s meds, then great – as long as you know it’s for the best, then screw what anyone else thinks. They don’t know him.

October 8, 2009

*hugs* you know your son and at this point i’d say anything is worth a try, its not like you have to give him the max dose but somepeople i know who are on like antidepresents and i ask them about it they says when they are on it it feels like they were crazy not to be on it because it helps so much.. maybe it will be like that for Jon…

October 8, 2009

*hugs*

October 8, 2009

Dont cry. They may help him. just another step in the process of raising kiddos.

October 9, 2009