You’re getting on my nerves, give me a cookie!

Here’s another rambling rant… with bullets.

* I’m sick of my family. They keep whining about how they never see me and oh how they miss me and why don’t I come visit anymoooooore… and everytime I’ve tried to plan something they are going off on church retreats or doing church this or church that and they are never home and its getting on my NERVES! Just this last week my step mother was practically guilt tripping me to death about not going out there and my father didn’t even recognize my voice when I called… so I tried to set up something for this weekend.

NO go, step mother is going on a church retreat.

Ok, next weekend. "Sure! Sounds great! I’m excited!"

Uh not anymore, cuz there is another church event.

fuck all that stupid fucking noise (cussing is so godly)… I’m not putting myself out to just be told over and over that they have stuff to do. WHATEVER!!!! And my step mother wanted to meet the dog, but too bad.

*Speaking of Leo: I have gone more towards not keeping him this week. I just can’t give him all the attention he really needs because he’s so sad. He needs to be with someone who can shower him with love all day and I just can’t be that. He deserves more attention, so he’s going to a home with a little old lady who can shower him with love and affection and brush him all day and all that. Jonathon will be sad, he likes the dog, but maybe he’ll just love on ceaser more.

I figure if we do ever get another dog, it’ll either be a puppy that will grow up not being abused and used to the attention it receives or another shelter dog like Ceaser who fit into our household perfectly!

So there is that.

*I totally forgot to talk about the giant pile of dirt that Ceaser hated. It was near a school we walk by and he got all upset and barked at it and wouldn’t go near it. I dubbed it "zombie dirt" and I thought for sure there was a dead body buried underneath it. It freaked me out and I kept turning around expecting to see a shambling corpse lumbering up behind me.

the dirt is gone now.

No zombies.

damn!

*I am SO SEEING ZOMBIELAND when it comes out!!!! That movie looks awesome.

*I wish they would make a zombie tv series. They have done everything, aliens, vampires, paranormal… lets get some zombies! I always wish there was alike an epic zombie movie series (like lord of the rings) that just goes through the rise and fall of humanity in more detail. Movies always move so quick… or only show the beginning or the middle or the end… I want to see it all! The closest they’ve come is the Resident Evil Series… but it’s still not enough for meeeee… I would love to get invested in a group of survivors trolling around rescuing people, trying to find a new place to call home, trying to ressurect society… it would be so awesome!!!! It’s also why I want to write my stories about it, so I can live it out in my head since they won’t do it on tv or a movie!

*I’m crazy. we’ve gone over this.

*Why am I so pissed off at my family? They can have lives too! I guess I just hate feeling bad that I haven’t visited and then getting brushed off for church every time I try. No wonder my brother just stays away. It’s easier to never go over there than to keep trying just to get shot down. bah!

* We got these cashews at Costco. I usually  love them. They are gross today.

*I am so glad i have tomorrow off. I get a 4 day weekend cuz monday is some weird day off from school for my kids (it’s labeled "unassigned"… whatever that means!) so I took my floating holiday and we’ll be home. whee!

*I hope we can buy some stuff for the grill this weekend. I want to grill the ribs I bought a month ago (they are frozen now)…

*day old popcorn does not delicious make.

*I was sucked into watching the Vampire Diaries. It’s retarded, but I’m watching it. the "diary monologue" parts are extremely annoying. They should have called it something else and cut that shit out. I tried to watch Melrose Place, but it was horrible. I couldn’t get engaged at all. I deleted it before it was even 10 minutes in. No thanks. I didn’t watch the old one and I won’t watch this one. Same thing for that stupid 90210. I am however gonna try to watch Heroes, and this flash forward show… and of course House and Fringe. And a flurry of other bullshittery. I have a lot of tv to watch this weekend.

Should be good times.

*I think I have a cake mix in the pantry. I might make a cake!

*Dinner tonight is going to be breakfast. Pancakes, bacon, eggs. Easy peasy!

*I guess I’m going to the gym too. blah!

*Just confirmed giving the dog to my friends mom. It’ll fit there a lot better. She just had to give up a dog and she’s sad, so Leo will be great! He’ll love being coddled over all day!

*Ugh, I’m ready to go home.

*So… I just sneezed a giant snot ball on my monitor. sweet.

*not really, it was quite gross!!!

*I guess I’ll go now.

*Unless you want me to stay

*Will you feed me cookies?!

*fine

*bye

*blink*

*what?!!!!

*smirk*

*snort*

*chortle*

One of the best words ever is chortle!!!!

ok. i’m done for real now.

i mean it.