The Sweet Things He Says…

It’s so weird to sit down and think about writing this entry. I hesitate because it almost feels like a jinx to write these things, like I’m gonna turn around and it’s gonna be gone.

But as I mentioned before, Baboo has just intensified in just how wonderful he is. You know how you wish a guy would say something and he never does? Well… I wish that Baboo would say things, and then he does. I don’t mention them or bring them up… he just says them.

Here’s a little list of some of the completely adorable things he said this weekend, in no particular order:

"If I make this choice, I make it for life"… It was actually a quote one of his other friends said. But he adopted it… because, in his words, he "understands what that means now."

"I need you and you need me."

"I want to have a small wedding with my family and friends at my parents church. It’ll be in Spanish…. (after I mentioned that me and my family don’t speak Spanish)… oh ok, so it’ll be in both languages." I thought it was just so cute he actually has a wedding in his head… with US. Like seriously, that scares me to death and I know it must scare him, but he’s obviously thought about it (and yes, it makes me tear up…)… I don’t think I’ve ever talked about marriage with a boy and it felt so right and like it was going to happen… not just silly talk or me trying to make someone want what I want. He brought up marriage … I didn’t!

"Why is my baby’s mama crazy?" Emphasis on baby’s mama!!!!

"Did I tell you that I love you yet? Well I do. I love you." UTTER MELTING TIME

"I see us lasting for decades."

Yep… us.

decades. He sees us long term and that is so comforting and relaxing for my crazy brain.

The good part is that I see it too.

Me and my Sweet Baboo.

I feel really confident that our relationship is the real deal. Its a crazy feeling.

but it’s one of the most wonderful things I’ve ever felt… outside of holding my children in my arms for the first time. That wins every time.
I truly hope that in a year I’m going to be preparing for that again.

I think if we plan this right, we can have a 2011 baby. I don’t mean to veer off into baby talk, but the images in my head of what our child would look like flash into my mind everytime I look at him. I can’t WAIT to have his baby.

I just can’t.

Anyway, this list is short. He said so many cute things this weekend and I can’t think of them!

but yeah… he just keeps surprising me.

He’s awesome.

I love him.