lull me off to pancake village

Social worker isn’t answering her phone. I could pull my hair out. I hope she calls me back.

MESS!

So I totally forgot my lunch today. I was so focused on getting something ready for Baboo I just forgot myself! Bah!

I did get paid today and I plan on getting a treat for the boys on Friday, but I think I can treat myself to something yummy today.

Default to the spicy chicken bowl… but I think I might just opt for some Subway today. I’m sorta craving it. lol. Plus it’s a tiny bit cheaper and I can get a drink!

I feel a lot calmer today, and that’s good. I was just SO FRUSTRATED yesterday. I even ranted and raved at Baboo when we were at the bar. He was so good listening to me. He’s definitely stepping up.

but he’s so funny because yesterday I was laying on his lap looking up at him and he was like "I know I’m awesome right" and I was like "shut it!" and then he was like "but you’re awesome too"

awwww.

i think the more comfortable and "sure" of our relationship he gets, the more sweet he gets with the compliments. That’s nothing I’m going to complain about!!!!

So anyway, I totally forgot to write about the scrungy old men on the train lately.

The other day I was standing there waiting and reading my book when I feel the presence of someone standing near me and this OVERWHELMING cologne smell.

I glanced over and it’s this really old man with a handle bar mustache standing REALLY CLOSE TO ME. I wanted to elbow him. I moved over (trying to be subtle) and he kept moving close to me.

ew!

Then the other morning I had my head on my hand sorta dozing when this overwhelming stale cigarette and funk smell wafted over my head.

Some man was standing near me, old again, and he just STANK.

And of course the next free seat is right next to me.

Jeesh!

Funky train peoples!!!! lol.

Ugh, I’m waiting for a 22 page document to print. It takes forever.

and then onward with the work.

I feel in a lull.

a lull is better than being upset!

and no, my title has nothing to do with anything. cept I’d love a stack of pancakes right now.

I only get almonds.

I’m sick of almonds!!!!