i lost it all

Ok OD, make up your mind! Are you working or not?

ugh.

I had THINGS to talk about. but they are gone, the casualities of time and my shot to hell memory.

heh.

I’m yawning like a mofo.

So I was eating some grapes for breakfast and then I barfed.I have no idea why. My periods have become more violent lately. I hate that. I wish they were getting weaker, but that’s not the case.

I am in the last throes of my fertility.I could probably calculate how many periods I have left in my life.

lol.

i’m a dork.

obviously.

I’m not looking forward to my "cup of noodles" lunch. I forgot my crackers and I dont’ want it.

Baboo and I are going to work out and I’m going to be a wreck because I can’t eat.

bah!!!!!

8  minutes till lunch

3 hours and 45 minutes till I get to leave.

Why does it seem so long? why does it seem so mean?!

whyyyyyy.

I wish I had some toast.

mmm.

toast.

 

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August 18, 2009

How is it that, you manage to keep track of the time like that? It seems cool! And, sorry that you barfed up the grapes that you ate! (I hate barfing for any reason! Doesn’t matter why it was!) Hope you feel better now. Ryn: Yeah, well…apparently, whatever went on with it, it’d seemed to work itself out, as when I’d mentioned it to Phillip when he came home, he checked it out, and it seemed

August 18, 2009

to work fine for him again! “Shrugs shoulders.” Hmmm…weird! Oh, and, as for the entry that you’d lost…I tend to alternate back forth, between, writing an entry in Word or whatever, and then other times, just write one directly in the diary itself! Just thought I might throw that suggestion out there!

“barf” is such a gross word, lol. From like November until April/May my periods were just like that: horrendous. I had the horrible cramps and throwing up, it was bad. I thought something was wrong, but never had it checked out. Everything’s all normal now. Hunky dory and all that jazz. They say your period changes [symptoms wise, and all that] every so often, maybe yours is?

August 18, 2009

RYN: I do. I wonder if you have any homemade porn in there. And that I wouldn’t mind seeing it 😉

August 18, 2009

Well…that’s a relief! When I saw your title, I thought maybe you lost an entire manuscript (since you’ve been posting book chapters).

August 18, 2009

OD hates everyone today. EVIL OD!

B+
August 18, 2009

Eeeeevil…. eeeeevil….

August 18, 2009

You could calculate but I guarantee you have at least 15 more years. Sheri’s 43 and still gets hers. In fact her mother had her at 44.

August 18, 2009

Darned you OD

August 18, 2009

And I thought my periods, were nothing to laugh at… sheesh barfing while in the midst of eating.

August 18, 2009

Mmm toast. Now you make me wish I had some TOAST right now. I haven’t been wanting to eat lately, either.

August 18, 2009

Ugh!! Pukin up grapes! That sounds AWFUL!!! lol. Hope you ended up feeling better. My periods have also been more violent lately and I’m really not a freaking fan of the whole situation!!! ha.

August 18, 2009

ryn: Why, thank ya! Thank ya very much!! lol. I like it a lot I think. 🙂

August 19, 2009

hey does like mydol help bloating?

At least it was just grapes you barfed. Not like….tacos or rice or something….

August 19, 2009

Don’t fret so much about your fertility Hun. Just follow Celine Dion’s example … she’s 41 !