the thrill of TOAST

I love how we get credited a day in Plus when OD goes to hell. Like that makes up for all the moments I’ve looooosssst.

Just kidding. I’m just glad they are doing something and at least acknowledging things this time around. I’m easily pleased.

lol.

I must write about my facebook addiction. And how I was yearned for Black sheep in farmville all weekend… and now I have THREE! MUAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

I’m crazy.

I get it.

Perhaps I should have left this third black sheep for someone else to adopt.

but… the way I see it, ya snooze, ya lose!

I’m not crazy, not all of the time.

so last night we went hoome and I was just in massive pain and I was so thankful that Baboo was cooking! I laid down and tried to breath my way out of it.

blah.

Once again, Baboo put up with all of my crap. I think he deserves an award for being one of the most patient and sweet boyfriends ever. I feel really lucky that I have him, because I know a lo tof guys would NOT be putting up with my mood swings as well as he does. He just hugs me and loves on me and is sweet and nice. Gah, I’m just gonna say it..

I deserve to have such a sweet boy. Especially since he’s been such a jerk and I’ve had to put up with him!

So yeah, I think we break even on who puts up with what! lol.

anyhow, we are going to the gym today. dun dun dunnnn.

i KNOW I’m not going to want to go and do all that moving around on the second day of my evil period. But I’m going to go. I’ll at least do some work on the bike to burn some calories and if I’m not too gross and in pain, I’ll do some eliptical. I wish I wasn’t so scared of the personal trainers, cuz I need to learn how to use the weight machines. But all that can wait until I lose some more weight.

I can see it now. I’m gonna lose weight and get skinny and nice and THEN get pregnant.

it’s what I fear actually.

then it’ll be like starting over.

oh well.

worth it I suppose.

And really, what is up with all these babies everywhere! I guess it’s the tail end of baby season, but I’m seeing more pregnant chicks everywhere. On the train, on tv… everywhere! Don’t get me started on my favs all popping out ADORABLE little baby girls ALL AROUND ME. And of course I’m ultra sensitive to it all.

Someone said I was "obsessing" about having a baby. I suppose it can look like that, so I don’t fault them at all for making that assessment. I do think about it alot. I look at Baboo and I try to envision what our baby would look like. I know it will have his dimples and probably his skin color and hair. They all seem very dominant. but if it’s a girl, I bet she’ll look like me.

So yeah, I do think about it alot… but I wouldn’t say I’m manic about it. It’s just one of the top things in my head.

I guess if you don’t really want a baby, then it’s hard to understand what this is like. It’s not like I’m sitting around checking when I’m fertile.

lol.

ok that’s a lie. I did check a fertility calendar for the rest of the year to see when I would be… but I’m not going to TRY and have sex then. And we’re still using condoms, so it would have to be a big fluke if it happened. I don’t think we’ll stop using them till I’m divorced and/or we are married…

*sidenote: I JUST GOT A FOURTH BLACK SHEEP! LOL!*

make that 5… it’s been hours since these people posted about the lost black sheep. so i’m gonna take em!

I’m so retarded.

I need to quit.

har har.

I wonder what the next lonely animal will be… !!!!

anyway, nobody cares about this.

what am i talking about?

I should go do work.

I have another plum today. I love plums.

How many times have you yawned? I know you have. it’s ok. this entry is as boring as bread.

unless it’s toast.

TOAST IS EXCITING.

The buttery nooks and crannies, the crunch and subsequent deliciousness in the mouth. The way it beckons with it’s toasty corners, saying "you love me don’t you, don’t you!" as it giggles and flutters away, daring you to catch it and bite down into it’s toasty deliciousness….

I’m gonna go for now. I hope to be back later with more interesting things to talk about!