i keep spilling water on myself *plus an art pic

I just poured water all over myself.

I feel quite clumsy.

I thought there was a "droplet" in the bottom and I wanted to splash it out.

Instead there was at least an inch of water.

Oops.

Now I just look crazy.

It’s hard to focus right now, I need to get OVER MYSELF.

get over it! over over over it! hah.

I was gonna write about something.

hmmm.

Ok, well I forget!

Anyway, I will talk about a few things in bullety bullet fashion

*Saturday I met Baboo’s Mom and Dad. They helped him move his tv into the new room. His mom is really nice and sweet and his dad was quiet. He doesn’t speak a lot of English, but it was fine. It was sort of a surprise because I didn’t think that it would happen and I was not "prettied up" so they saw me without make up in my grungy weekend slob clothes. Oh well. We are going to breakfast next week for Baboo’s birthday, so it’ll be a more "formal" meeting then and hopefully not as awkward (standing around staring at each other while stuff was moved felt weird to me)… also, his mom called me Sally. Which I thought was super cute, but I wondered if she knew my real name. Baboo says she does, but I might be Sally forever now…

*I dyed my hair and the grays STILL aren’t covered in the front. That’s a bunch of bullshittery. So, in about 3 weeks (end of August) I’ll be putting some highlights in. Someone at my job noticed the dye when I thought it was pretty close to natural. But that’s cool, she said it was a perfect color 🙂

*My apple had a dirty butthole this morning. It grossed me out. What do I mean? well, normally I wash my apples and eat them, the end. Today I had a paper towel around it and I sorta wiped the water from the area that surrounds the stem… and the paper towl came back with grimey dirt! And I cleaned it about 8 more times and dirt came out every time. dirty butt apple! gross!!!

I won’t be eating that part of it.

*I haven’t gone to the gym in over 2 months. That’s sad and pathetic. Everything hinges on if my brother is staying with us… if I can downgrade my membership, if I’ll have to go get a birth cert for Jon, what sort of schedule we can do with Baboo and his classes and counseling and picking him up and on and on. It’s annoying. I don’t want to think about it anymore. I also wish to lose weight.

* Jonathon has a therapy appt on Friday. It’s an "intake" session again, so they’ll be asking the same questions they did before. This time I will NOT HESITATE to put my foot down about the stupid ADHD bullshit and the drugs. I will NOT BE GOING THERE and if they won’t just do what I WANT I’m going to throw a fit. I want my son to have counseling and anger management. THE END. Don’t push your crap on me, cuz I don’t want to hear it. and that is that!!!!

*My sisters Alyssa and Angelique are doing some artwork for the fantasy story I’m writing. I’m excited! I gave them some preliminary info last week and my sister has already drawn one of the main characters. It’s very awesome and I shall share. My sisters have crazy good talent:

She does the coloring completely on the computer. I think its amazing. I’m jealous. I wish I could do that sort of stuff. But as you can see from previous paint pics, my art is definitely more… elementary.

Anyway…

my dirty butt apple is also wrinkly. it has problems.

I think that’s enough rambling for now. I’ll be back later. I should do some work! (I just spilled more water on myself while drinking. 2 for 2!!!!)