I bet you didn’t know I was part alien…

do you hear that?

It’s a choir of angels proclaiming the joy of this week ENDING.
my god, it’s been a horrible week.

I haven’t gotten out of the house in time ONCE to make my train.

I have driven every day this week and spent $20 bucks on parking ALONE.

It’s lame and stupid and I simply cannot do it that way anymore.

I blame the puppy.

ha ha.

See, the last few weeks with my brother at home I haven’t had to do much with the puppy. My brother walks him and feeds him and all that so I can just get dressed and run out the door.

But with him gone I’ve had to do everything and get him set up in his area before we leave (I wish I could just leave him free in the house, but he’d chew stuff up and destroy and it’s just not a good idea. He has already destroyoed the little cushion that was in the bottom of his fancy crate, and that pissed me right off!) and that has put us at least 5 minutes late. My train will wait for no one and if I miss the one I usually take it makes me 15 minutes late for work which is just not cool to do EVERY DAY.

So I’ve been driving and it sucks.

No more of that!

I go to get my kids today and I have to TRY and talk to my step mom about payment.

I’m going to bring her a couple hundred dollars, sort of like a peace offering.

But my kids will more than likely be at home for the next three weeks.

which means I’ll probably be paying her a thousand dollars to watch them for half the time originally thought.

which is bogus, but whatever. I’ll pay, I just may not be able to pay it all now.

I have an extra teenage boy to feed and it’s really making things rough.

so yeah…

whatever.

i got another frappucino today.

We went to a Starbucks near Baboo’s job, but it sucked.

i think the one near my house is better cuz it had a bunch of hung over teenagers working there and they gave me a SIZE BIGGER than i ordered and it was just made better.

I might be loopy today, but not the same as yesterday.

I will not become a frappucino addict.

I don’t get paid enough for that. ha ha.

I just ate a piece of food that fell in my cleavage.

cleavage for breakfast! hahahah.

I remember when I was pregnant and my boobs got HUGE and they were like a little shelf and I’d always find food on them. hahahaha.

they aren’t as huge now.

ha ha.

so last night, baboo saw my "alien foot" for the first time. I thought for sure he had seen it before. I was embarrassed.

For that don’t know, I have a birth defect on my foot. My two "small" toes on my left foot are about the same size. I had an x-ray done once and you can see tha tthe one of the bigger toe is growing diagonally and crossing over the bone of the smallest toe and they look the same size. It’s weird and freakish and I’ve always been self concious about it.

I don’t wear sandals that expose those toes and I do not do things bare foot if I can help it. Even when I was taking dance classes I’d dance in socks and the teacher would get mad at me, but I was not going to expose my foot. I remember being in Junior High and people seeing it and gasping and making faces. It really sorta traumatized me… even though it’s not THAT crazy looking!!!!

It does make weird footprints that look like an alien. That’s why I call it my alien foot.

ha.

ANYWAY… he was like "I’ve never seen it before, now I have to make fun of it" and it was sad *pout face*

Oh well… it’s part of what makes me even more special than the next girl! so there!

Though honestly, if you have normal feet, don’t take them for granted. I miss out on a lot of cute shoes with this ugly damn foot. My right foot is cute and normal though.

I don’t know how this turned into an entry about my damn foot, but I’m gonna go now.

I’ll be back later with stuff.