sad
I hate feeling like this.
I want it to go away.
how did we make progress just to fall back to THIS.
What will his exscuse be?
and how will I swallow it.
swallow it down like an idiot.
my head just hurts.
throbs and pounds and… i just don’t know anymore
why did he do this?
why.
what the hell.
it’s so quiet and lonely and every noise I think it’s him at the door.
but it’s not.
it’s just me alone.
i guess i should just go to bed.
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(hug) Hopefully things will be clearer (and less painful) in the morning…
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Oh, hon. I’m sorry. Really. I know it sucks and I know how you hate yourself for looking at the door with hope in your eyes, only to realize that it’s not him – because I’ve been there. I don’t know what time you posted this, so I really hope that there’s some kind of resolution going on right now. It’s 1am my time, so that’s 11 your time…not too terribly late, I guess.
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Hugs honey. Yes, sleep. Or try. I’m sure it will all make sense in the morning. Ryn: eye is better. Boy is very nice. Its good. I need good.
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That’s a shitty thing to do to somebody.
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Motrin.. lots of motrin
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*hug* I’m sorry, sweetheart
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….how did he fall back, “into whatever you’re talking about?” The drinking again, you mean?
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