07/14/2009

I am REALLY TIRED.

Somehow, my clock got an hour fast (don’t ask me how) and my alarm woke me up an hour early and I couldn’t go back to sleep. I was restless all night anyway because Baboo stayed at his place and my bed felt empty.

*suckah*

I guess I don’t blame him for sleeping there as much as possible now since he’s decided to move "in"… He hung out with his friend too. I don’t mind any of that, by the way.

So most of his friends rsvp’d to go to his party at the Pirates Dinner Adventure whatever thingie. I will have to make sure I have like 100 bucks for the night to cover gas to get there, my ticket and a portion of his and stuff. Yeah. It should be interesting and hopefully fun.

Anyhow, I’m super tired.

I went home last night and fed the children and then watched some tv with them. I’m thinking we have to have some sort of nightly thing because I feel like I’m not getting enough time with them. I feel disconnected and like when I get home all I want to do is lay in my bed and be left alone and that’s not cool. My kids need me more than just on the weekends. I might look for some sort of giant book of stories or something. I’ve stopped reading to them at night. We might also start playing a short game on like Wednesdays and make that a game night with pizza or something.

I dunno. Gotta get more proactive. That’s how I feel.

My eyes are so heavy.

I was late to work this morning.

I forgot my phone at home or in my car or somewhere.

I’m all discombobulated.

I need to get to bed early tonight or I’ll be a mess for Jons birthday.

we have to get up early to go shop.

I’m not sure how much of my family is gonna be there, but whatever.

I think we’ll make sub sandwiches and I want to buy some cupcakes.

I just hate eating at the beach because of the evil sand. But I’m gonna look for a portable table to bring to hopefully minimize the sand in the sandwiches.

You like that joke? You know you do.

Anyway, I’m a total snoring boring bore today because my brain is broken.

I am however getting a spicy chicken bowl for lunch.

You bet your butt I am.

Oh, and I masturbated three times last night.

I have a problem.