ramblings and NOT THE KILL BILL GUY!!!! :(

I guess I’ll start out happily today for a change *snort*

IT’S THURFRIDAY!

one of the last thurfriday’s I’ll actually be happy about. It’s probably 99% certain that our schedules will change. there is only 1% of hope, and I don’t like those odds.

Oh well.

I’ll enjoy it while it’s here. It sucks because if I had stayed with the department of airports or gotten into water and power… I’d be exempt from the furloughs.

it’s really not fair. *sigh*

I can’t save any money really this month. Gotta pay car insurance and bills.

I haven’t paid any bills yet, except for my phone… and that’s only cuz they were about to shut it off.

I thought for sure I’d be able to catch up on my phone bill in July… and I still will, but UGH. just UGH I SAY!

it’s all ugh.

*sigh*

too much going on.

Anyway, last night was interesting.

Picked up kids, went home and walked and fed puppy, loaded kids and puppy into car to get Baboo, puppy pukes all over the car right as we get to Baboo, go home, clean up puke, feed everyone (including a second feed for puppy since he puked up all his dinner, poor baby), watched tv, tried to communicate (somewhat unsuccessfully) to Baboo about my feelings of sadness and betrayal, watched crazy samurai anime, dropped into sleep of dead, woke up feeling alright…

In a nutshell, there ya go!

Someone left a banana on my desk.

I think I should have asked if it belonged to someone.

but i just started to eat it.

Ummm, that’s what they get for leaving it on my desk!

and it’s delicious!

I have no idea what dinner is today.

Probably hot dogs.

oh joyous.

I’m hearing mixed reviews about Sims 3… but mainly that it has good parts, but a lot of bad, like poor graphics and things that are really weird and different. I am slowly talking myself into being ok with not getting the game for a year or more.

I just can’t afford a big splurge purchase like that right now and I’ll probably need a faster better computer. Even though my computer plays Assassins Creed REALLY well, I’m not sure if it’ll do the same for the Sims game. I know AC had really high requirements too though… who knows.

All that really matters right now is that I can’t afford it and Baboo can’t download it for me cuz it’s like 5 gigs and that would take a year and nine days ha ha.

Anyway, the upside is that by the time I can get it, it’ll be lower in price or at least bundled with an expansion or two. ha ha. I always get jealous seeing the Sims 2 sets with the first 2 expansions for less than what I paid for just the base game! I pre-ordered the base game last time, and pre-ordered a lot of the expansions. I am definitely a fangirl.

ANYWAY. I should be ok, cuz Sims 2 still rocks hardcore and there is so much I haven’t doen in that game. Plus, I have PS2 games to beat and a dozen other computer games I haven’t beaten (including AC)… but that’s because I have a video game buying addiction.

Thank goodness I have it under control (don’t mind that I spent 100 bucks on games last month. shhhh!!!!)

so anyway, blah blah blah.

Since I finished Trigger I have two options.

i can start on the second story in the series… or I can do this zombie story that has been tickling in my brain ever since I started watching all these zombie movies at home.

I’ll probably do the zombies and let the vampires take a break so they can be fresh in my head when I start on the next story.

i also have to finish Blue Blue Dress, but I am having SERIOUS writers block with that one. Maybe I’ll try to finish that before I start something else though.

I dunno.

what I really should do is go work.

yeah…

that is what I get paid for. and while I’m still getting my full pay, I should make it count… cuz you better believe I’m gonna do 10% more slacking when they cut my pay by that much!!!!

OH WHAT THE FUCK.

I just clicked on my  yahoo email and saw a story that David Carradine (the Kill Bill guy in my head) KILLED HIMSELF. what the fuck.

I’m so sad. Why did he do that?

I liked him as an actor… a lot!!!!

What the fuck!!!!!

THATS JUST DEPRESSING. How horrible for him… he must have been really distraught. it says he was filming a movie… I don’t udnerstand. His poor family.

I’m gonna go be sad now.