Where did my face go?

An hour of work left, and I feeeeeel fiiiine!

Today is boring.

There, I said it.

it’s like "Hi, I’m Friday, and I’m gonna BORE YOUR FACE OFF!"

And it’s doing exactly that.

I’ve done all the "important" work, and now there is just strange grunt work to do… or stuff that really can’t get finished until my boss comes in.

I am all upset over this stupid "Displacement Election Form" that they passed around. I’m supposed to fill it out saying where I’d like to go if I get displaced (meaning, demoted because someone has enough seniority to steal my spot… or I get laid off and demoted. blah!)… it’s all stress inducing and I hate it.

I keep thinking about a demotion and all the CRAP I’ve accumulated (like the couch and the bed frames) and how it would really suck to have to move right now, especially with my credit looking like hell and my money getting flushed down a toilet and yeah…

I’m trying to keep from worrying because nothing would happen for another 6 months because of all the calculations which would give me time to fix stuff and prepare, but STILL.

Thinking about it makes me cringe.

And thinking about the old car makes it all worse.

Of course, if it all hits the fan and they repo it and stuff, then that’s what happens.

Why am I SUCH A BROKEN RECORD!

arghlabargh!

I’m hungry.

I ate peanut butter and crackers in hopes of not feeling this hunger.

I’m not starving myself, I just won’t have time to eat, really.

I brought food to eat, but I don’t want to leave my desk. I gotta look DEVOTED to my staff.

did I mention that I’m buying this cute Happy Birthday Monkey for Jacob from teh March of Dimes?

Yeah, it’s not here yet so I’m hoping it gets here before I leave. I want to put it in his car seat so he can get in and see it.

The start to birthday funtimes!

blah blah blah with blah sauce.

WHY IS TODAY SO BORING?!?!

this next hour is gonna drag. I read most of my favs and now i’m just… here.

picking my nose.

literally.

but not really.

and yeah.

um.

ok.

then.

i’ll go.

but…

i’ll still be bored.