Cupcake Cocoa Marshmallow Land! *E

Is it just me… or is it hard to leave the "vulnerable squishily squish" entries in the forefront for whoever happens to chance upon your "latest entry" to read. I just CAN’T DO IT. It makes me feel insane and like i have to hide! dig dig! hide the shame!

 

I think it’s because I suddenly seemed to "like the thought of marriage"… when really I still hate it. I hate that it  can ruin your WHOLE LIFE because you think someone is making your WHOLE LIFE better…

so blah.

enough of the emotions.

but really, I can’t say that because I’m the emo QUEEN of EMOVILLE right now. jeesh. I can’t STOP feeling and I’m all squishy and weird and sobby over everything.

It’s lame.

LAME LAME LAME A LA LAME!

I’m having way too many memories and way too many things I want to do… which are really not very good THINGS to want to do and I just feel like ARGHLABARG!!!!!!

enough!!!!

I left a note for one of my lucious favs (that I want to party in Vegas with fo sho!) that we need to run away to Cupcake Cocoa Marshmallow Land.

I really want to go!

Now!

I bet it’s awesome there.

and I bet it tastes delicious.

I see people with these twitter thingies on the bottom of their entries! I want one!

50 minutes of work left.

Will I survive?

*EDIT:

Wanna know if you’re truly insane?

Someone just asked me if they should give me a form.

and I said "Oh, we’ll take it"

 

WHO THE HELL IS WE? THERE IS ONLY ONE PERSON HERE! ME!

I should have said "Oh, I’ll take it"

but I used a plural. Which is almost as bad as referring to myself in third person.

Cept I’m referring to MULTIPLE SELVES.

i’m a little scared by this. I wonder… how crazy am I…

seriously…

you can be scared of me too if you like.

You can be scared of all of us.

*blink*

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April 27, 2009

Oh, I start referring to myself in the third person and it concerns people… 😀

April 27, 2009

Well, DUH. You meant “Me and all of my OD readers will take it!” Vulnerability isn’t the big problem. I just like that you can be honest with yourself. I get tired of sham diaries where people never talk about their real selves, or their real struggles. Isn’t that the point of having an Open DIARY rather than just a MySpace?

April 27, 2009

Well…there’s a way to get a code from the Twitter website, that allows you to display your Twitter in your entries! Or, on the front page of your diary! Whichever you prefer!

April 27, 2009

We will definitely need to plan a trip to VEGAS together!!!! I feel special 😀 I picture Cupcake Cocoa Marshmallow land as a land where we sit on giant marshmallows eating chocolate cupcakes and the ground is made of chocolate frosting… mmmmm. But we never gain a pound, rather we LOSE weight. Yes. I like this. Make it happen.

April 27, 2009

HAHAHA! Well, here it’s quite common to say “us” when you mean “me”. I’ve never quite got that, but it slips out sometimes, which is bad if someone’s not from round here. “Are you coming with us?” “Who’s us?” “Well… me, mostly.”

April 27, 2009

your entries are always a great read!!!!!!

Yeah well I’ve been referring to several people in my head ever since I started this diary a couple of years ago. Maybe it’s this place….. You have to go check out the recipe I just posted. Don’t bother readin the doo doo entry. But I always think of you when I think of salsa. You always make chicken with salsa. And it always sound so good. So this recipe absolutely have me thinking of you the whole time I was cooking. AND also you can make it in a crock pot so super easy! BOOP!

April 27, 2009

ryn: I just saw your note from my latest entry. lol. Sorry. “Dirty Derby,” is THE KENTUCKY DERBY!!!! <3

April 27, 2009

Ah, I do it all the time. But mine is either ‘us’ or ‘we’. As in , ‘Sure give it to us and we will get it worked out.’ Good thing about that is I got my own department by being crazy. They want to keep me away from the sane people.

April 27, 2009

Being crazy is a lot more fun than anyone else is having.

April 27, 2009

ROFL!!!! I have said we before instead of me or I! LOL

lol nothing wrong with being a little bit crazy

April 28, 2009

lol….perhaps we is you and the demons and cupcakes in your head…?….I want a twitterbox too =[ xxxxx

April 28, 2009

Its better to be a bit crazy Its probably the real norm anyway ?

April 28, 2009

LMAO! I’m sorry but that was just funny. We’re happy to see you here 😀

April 28, 2009

I was going to say something but was distracted by how many notes you had already.