think happy thoughts *die bambi die*

 

More things to rant about.

*I forgot to DVR America’s Next Top Model last night. I always miss the first show and it just pisses me off. Maybe Hulu will have it. Blah to everything.

*Stupid mother fucking time change is this weekend. Yay I get to lose an hour of time, spend half the weekend driving, see my kids for a few scattered hours (half of which, sadly, they will probably get on my nerves) and then back to lonelyville USA for me.

*My stamina is decreasing instead of increasing which just makes me feel old. I haven’t lost a single pound (I know I need to stop weighing myself daily, but i can’t help it!) and it’s bugging me. Though I did fit a pair of "skinny pants" today, so who knows.

*I am still SEETHING over this heater fiasco. I’m really ready to be done with it. I thought since he hadn’t emailed me in a few weeks he had found it, but just NOW he’s bugging me again. I could really scream and I hope he just leaves me alone. I’m so done with him. and if he takes more money out of my deposit for it, i’m gonna get pissed and I will call favor on Eddie to make him back the fuck off.

While Eddie is a sleaze and a horror, he owes me for a few things and I could probably wink and lick my lips and get him to do what I want since he’s such a perv. blah. I won’t do THAT but I can still probably make him go to Jimmy and tell him to leave me alone.

Jesus christ.

So I’m trying to think of some good things:

*Mint tea: It’s awesome. I’m currently drinking my second mug from a twice used tea bag hoping for more minty goodness. I need more tea!

*I fought the urge to snack on nachos last night after my work out.I was so hungry, but I just went to bed.

*My beef dinner was SO GOOD. I marinated for 10 minutes in soy sauce and pepper and onions. Stir fryed it up with more soy, a bit of teriyaki, some peas (cuz I can’t find any other veggies, oops!) and LOTS of ginger. Ginger is my NEW FAVORITE SPICE… (though, i hated the Ginger Spice Girl. she made me mad for some reason. might have been that hair…) and i made some ramen noodles and left out the flavor pack thingie.

It was really delicious. mmmmm!!!! I have some left overs but I might end up eating it in a salad. MMM ginger beef salad sounds so good to me…

*I might see Baboo tonight! I’m not sure though. If he’s still super sick I might just let him be to rest. Otherwise I’m dragging his butt out to dinner cuz I need a drink BAD. I want a strawberrry daq. mmm.

*I might pop some Dayquil early. it made me so happy yesterday afternoon. I could use that happy feeling. Am I a dayquil addict? Oh… maybe…

uhhh…

yeh…

that’s about it for now.

I’m trying to get out of my funk, but I probably won’t until this heater thing is resolved. I knew that fool was too nice. As I told my Kim, he was probably just storing up dickery and is just now unleashing all of his dickassfuckingjerkness on me because he can.

I really don’t like being accused of something I’m 100% POSITIVE THAT I’M RIGHT ABOUT. I did not take that heater. I would go into a court and swear I didn’t.

and if he keeps it up, I’m gonna lose it.

and punch his stupid face… that is… if I could reach it. He’s really tall.

Maybe I’ll just punch his nuts. he doesn’t need them cuz he’s a pussy and doesn’t want kids ANYWAY.

bah.

i’m over it.

no i’m not.

grrrrrr.