fine! have a real entry then! ha ha…

I’ve gotten a few notes that I need to write a "real" entry.

My brain just doesn’t want to work! hahahah.

So even without my pics uploaded I can talk about everything that happened up until Friday! I do have pics from New Years… but they are scary and can wait. ha ha.

Ok, so anyway, I was going nuts all day on Wednesday cuz I really wanted to get going. I left a bit early (oops) and got on the road. I didn’t think there would be THAT MUCH traffic

but there was.

Evil evil traffic.

it took me an HOUR to get home. JEESHUS!

I was a mess. I had been listening to the news and I learned that the freeway I needed to take was CLOSED because of a 27 injury accident! NOOOO!!!

The detour was at LEAST 2 hours, probably more.

I wanted to cry.

It was throwing my plans all out of wack. I went home trying to get an alternate route. I called my dad who helped me by calling the local CHP, but they said all the side roads were closed too.

I really wanted to cry. I was resigning myself to an 8 hour drive (horror!) and getting there with maybe 30 seconds till midnight and really being a mess when I went to the grocery store to pick up some delicious champagne (that I was tempted to guzzle a bottle before i started to drive. ha ha. i didn’t, but seriously, the stress was high)

THERE WERE SO MANY IDIOTS OUT. I mean seriously, the parking lot at the grocery store was a battle field. I’ve never seen any place so hectic and full. I mean, New Years Eve and people are just shopping for their parties and such.

HOrrible.

THIS is why I stayed home  every year! eep!

So I finally get out of there without wrecking the rental car or killing anyone (even though I really wanted to!) and I go to get gas (it only cost 14 bucks to fill up! woo!) and I hear that the 5 is open. Baboo was keeping me updated too. How sweet? Yeah, until he threw his tantrum, but more on that later.

So I decide to just risk it and brave the traffic to go the way I was originally gonna go.

No traffic all the way to my dads house. I had to drop off my sons medical cards.

I gave them quick hugs. I love my kids.

I head back out and hit the EVIL FOG FROM HELL. Oh lord in heaven. it was horrible. Maybe 10 miles of dense dense fog and driving about 2 miles an hour.

It was HORRIBLE.

Added a good hour to my drive and had me all sorts of tensed out.

but I made it! And zippidy zoom DOWN THE ROAD i went. I only stopped twice. Once to gas up and pee, and then about 100 miles away I had to pee again. I had bought some candy, but didn’t need it. I was running on adrenaline and anticipation!

I kept calling people while I drove and spoke with love muffin and baboo a few times.

This is when he threw his tantrum.

he suddenly wanted to come. His friend bailed on him (evil) and he was considering flying up. * blink*

WHA?!

After all the offers and asking him to come, he said no, until the last minute. He would need someone to get him from the airport, and somewhere to stay and it was just a big imposing last minute mess. he asked me what I thought and while I would have liked him there, it wasn’t my HOUSE and if Love Muffin was saying no, then I could only agree. It was the last second! Why does he do stuff like that!

Anyway, that made him mad and he became thoroughly pissed at me. He went out drinking alone for his new years.

Ironic isn’t it? I thought that was gonna be me.

Anyway, by the time I got to Love Muffins house I was exhausted but thrilled to see her!!!!

YAAAAAY!!! It was just awesome to finally meet her and hug her and laugh together 🙂 She’s awesome!

She had made a most delicious dinner with cornish game hen and yummy potatoes and brusssel sprouts (which were good in theory, but not so much in my taste buds opinion. the spices were nice, but i can’t eat the brussels!) and then we dipped right into the champagne. mmmm. champagne.

Cept the first bottle was this expensive french brand and was sort of bitter and not so yum. So we opened up one of my bottles.

mmmm. Andre.

hahahah.

Anyway, we did partake in some molly.

I must stop and say it was a totally different experience than when I was with baboo.

way more mellow and just floaty and happy.

I did sorta black out though, cuz 3 hours passed and I have no idea what we did. Seriously, i could have danced naked around the room and I wouldn’t have known. I don’t think I did anything like that though. I think we just sat listening to music and stuff… cuz really I don’t remember doing much at all.

I know I managed to get out of my clothes, but i had put on a sweatshirt over it and then took my bra and work shirt off. i don’t know how i did that. ha ha. skills!

we sang together and just laughed and talked. I think it would have been fun to dance, but I don’t think we did that.

At New Years we had a quick peck  kiss and that was that.

We watched some weird movie, but by that time I was rolling and none of it really made sense and I didn’t care.

ha ha.

That’s when Love Muffin and I went into this room with her BF’s music stuff and just chilled and listened to stuff.

Dispersed through all this were calls from Baboo. He wouldn’t asnwer my calls or call ME back, but he called Love Muffin and I’d take the phone and ask him why he was mad at me. ha ha. At one point we sat professing our undying love for each other and he was all "I’m not mad at you baby, i’m not mad" and i was like "i just love you so much oh baby i dooooo…." *blink*

ha ha. He doesn’t remember it though. Hee hee. He was all sorts of drunk and I guess he got kicked out of a bar. Silly butt. We tried to convince him to come up on Friday, but he said no. whatever. dumby. I wasn’t TOO upset because I was intoxicated and just chillin.

I remember hugs felt AWESOME and I kept asking for them. And i kept touching her ankle cuz it felt SO NICE. hahahah. See kids, don’t do drugs mkay!

I must say if I have to do a drug, that one is fun.

horrible.

whatever, leave me alone!

Around 3:30 it was time to just go to bed. I wasn’t tired, but I knew I’d sleep if I laid down. So I went… cuz Love Muffin was going to go to bed with her boy and so I wasn’t just gonna sit up and stare at the glowing mushroom by myself!!! (there was a glowy mushroom thingie in the room we were chillin in) ha ha…

so yeah, I fell asleep really easily (unlike when I was with baboo and i was wired like crazy, i also didn’t have the jaw clenching stuff. it was just super relaxed and nice) and woke up without a single pain or headache (after drinking an entire bottle of champagne i thought i would!)… so yeah it was a very sublime and chill experience. I guess at some point Love Muffins Boyfriend thought I was dead. ha ha.

*shrugs*

Anyway, I took a bunch of crazy faced pics which I might not post. I mean, I look  CRAZY. rollin face like a woah.

Anyway, the next day was very laid back. We watched tv and anime and some crazy local channels old re runs of "dance party!" with all these crazy fools dancing around in wierd clothes with spazzy hairstyles and such. We had pizza. omg, so good.

and sleep came early because we were gonna do our San Francisco jaunt the next day.

I will write about that when I get the pics uploaded.

So overall, my new years was really nice. I spent it with an amazing wonderful person. She kept saying we were her "chosen family" and that was a very good way to put it. It was really just fantastic! I’m so glad I went!

Confession? I would have loved to have Baboo there.

I missed him a lot. All those soft fuzzy warm relaxed feelings would have been even better with him there.

He is my Baboo…

I will finish the rest of my time when I have my pics!

And just for good measure:

 

 

awwww!!!!

45 minutes to lunch.

I think I’m gonna get a teriyaki chicken bowl…