My bad

Do you see me dancing?

You should because I am! Twirling and bopping all over the place! It’s just so nice that it’s Friday.

Granted, I’m at work and crap, but it’s ok.

I’m gonna take some Dayquil in a few cuz I still feel yucky. My throat doesn’t hurt quite as much, but I still feel yuck.

This evening is gonna suck.

My kids have a Christmas program after school.

I’m sorta mad at them because the one for their actual classes is after their lunch today. Jonathon decided he’d tell me that last night. I kept asking for some sort of note from the teacher, but he said he never got one. Ridiculous. So I miss that one. But they are singing some songs with their after school group so at least I’ll get to see that.

I get off early today so I’m gonna go home, pick them up, get some Mcdonalds *ugh* and stop home real quick to get my video camera (which is charging it’s battery right now cuz I’m a total loser and forgot to do it last night) and then at 6 they have hteir little program. I am hoping we get there a little early. Their last little show I was like sitting on the floor in the front and it just made me all pissy. And all these parents were around basically being jerkiots pushing and shoving when it was time to get their kids and it was not fun.

I must put on my patience hat!

but after that we get to go home and I’ll probably just crochet and watch dvr crap (maybe I’ll Sim, but it depends on how I feel. Last night I just went into my bed and laid there all night I promise to have a totally nasty sim posting sometime this weekend!). I have to redo an entire thing of yarn that I crocheted cuz it got all uneven and weird and I’m not sure why. I’m trying some new stitch I feel like I made up *ha* and that’s probably it…. so yeah, I have to fix it… figure out how… something.

so anywaysssss, last night Baboo called me and he was at some bar. *sigh*

He was talking about all kinds of crazy stuff and I almost got really mad at him.

he was like "Ya know what I don’t like? I don’t like checking in. I really don’t like it"

That made me see red.

First of all, I don’t ask for him to "check in"… I just want to know he’s ok. Most nights I just want to say good night and be done with it, especially when I know he’s going out.

Second of all, in a relationship, it’s just common courtesy to just let your other know what you’re up to. It’s not that I think I need to be all up his ass, but if I was gonna go party on down I think he’d want to know… it’s just how it is.

And lastly, he was the one who called me! I hadn’t called him or nagged him or ANYTHING.

I was ready to lay a smack down on his stupid face… but then he told me that he wasn’t talking about ME, he was talking about his mom.

Oh.

My bad.

ha.

so yeah, I guess the living at home thing is sorta getting to him. However moving out requires that he save money and possibly sign a lease and lock himself down into some real responsibility. I don’t care what anyone says, these men (like the ones i live with) who rent rooms in houses are losers to me. I know  some people have to do it when times get tough and you need to save, I get it. Hell, I’m doing it!

but these men in this house should be … able to have their own place. Like seriously? They are all well into their 30’s and 40’s… hell the new guy has to be close to 50… and they are renting ROOMS?!

Give me a break.

I’m sorry if that offends anyone, but dude…. if you’re really that hard up you can’t get a small 1 bedroom or something, then I think you have issues. and  yeah. I think Baboo can do way better than that. I understand why he had to move home, but now it’s time for him to put on his big boy pants and move out into his own place. He already turned down my offer to share a place with me, so he’s gotta do something.

Seriously… it’s lame.

If it hurts your feelings, then maybe you’re lame. (oooo burrrrrn)

ha ha.

I can’t WAIT to get out into my own place. I can understand getting a place and maybe having a roommate sometimes…

but the situation I’m in, which is like a boarding house, is just gross.

I hate it. I did it cuz I needed to get closer to work ASAP and I wasn’t finding anything within my price range. I now realize I was looking in the WRONG area (cuz i thought there was no way I could live in the area i found affordable apts ha ha) so… yeah.

Grow up.

He’ll do it or I’ll smack him.

I already owe him a black eye cuz the fool is trying to pick up smoking.

Uh… no.

That is one of the things I really did like about him before. Despite all his other vices, he did NOT smoke. Like, maybe one every now and then when he was out, but now he’s like smoking daily. I smelled it on him whyen he came over on wednesday and called him on nit. He claims he’s now smoking like 4 or 5 a day.

Damn it!

Stop that crap! It stinks and it’s stupid!

jesus.

I don’t know what I’m going to do with him.

I asked him what he would think if I picked up something stupid like that.

Do you know what he said "Anything but heroine!"

*blink*

seriously?

he’s insane.

But he was also drunk and talking out of half of his ass, so yeah.

he did  say I was awesome again.

ha ha, I guess I’ll take it.

I’m keeping things easy peezy until next year. No more drama. We are fine.

I’m not sure if he’s coming on my road trip with me now or not…

but whatever the case, if he comes he will help with gas and get a hotel room cuz he’s not bogarting on my Love Muffin time. I don’t care if he was friends with her first! ha ha.

*snatch* Mine! She’s mine!!!!

We have cuddling and making out to do. He’s not invited and I’m not sharing.

ha ha.

I’m insane. You can think it. It’s ok.

So my boss brought in this cupcake tree thing and I picked one with a gingerbread man on top.

I’m scared Zombie Tigger might strike! Onoes! If he likes donuts he’s sure to like cupcakes! *gasp*

I gotta go do something like work. I’m not sure how I feel about work today.

I think I hate it.