I’m a Multi Media Slut… Take Two!

Ok, why is od so lame and cuts off entries that have no reason to be cut off? LAME SAUCE.

TRY AGAIN.

It hurts to be this bored.

ha ha.
I’m actually working, but it’s BORING work.

I did a survey that I stole, it’s all debaucherous until the end and it’s like "FEAR!" and then I cried.

ha ha.

not really.

so here is the survey and then i guess I’ll work on Trigger.

wheee.

Damn boring Tuesday…

1. Ever cheated on someone? How many times? Nope
 
2. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 19
 
3. How many people have you given oral sex to? I don’t remember *shame*
 
4. Do you know anyone who was raped? *looks at self* Sadly I know way too many
 
5. Did you ever do anything sexual on your parents bed? Yes…I have. Muahahhahahah.
 
6. Ever been "the other person" in an affair? People have asked me to be, I think I turned them down *it’s all so foggy*
 
7. How many people do you have a crush on right now? Hahahah. I’m gonna say 2. One knows it, the other never will.
 
8. How many people have you been in love with? True love? 2.
 
9. Ever had a one night stand? I wrote a book about it
 
10. Ever gotten drunk and couldn’t remember the night? Just bits and pieces and not often
 
11. Ever been sexually harassed and/or assaulted? Oh yes, it’s not that fun actually.
 
12. Ever had a crush on your neighbor? Hahah yes, who remembers hot neighbor guy from my old apt? awww…
 
13. Ever snuck out of the house? Yep, especially when I lived with my mom…
 
14. How many illegal drugs have you tried? Just one
 
15. Do you do any drug regularly? None
 
16. If you’re underage, do you still drink and/or smoke cigarettes?  I never did cuz I was a good girl!
 
17. Ever cut yourself? *shame* yes
 
18. Ever attempted suicide? *more shame* yes
 
19. Ever been to therapy? Only when I was a little kid and my parents were getting divorced. Otherwise, nope! I don’t count the one session I had ALONE with a church couples therapist, he was a jerk and I will never go back.
 
20. Have you ever been so upset that you stopped eating? Oh yes
 
21. Are you clinically depressed? Are you taking anything for it? I don’t think so, and no
 
22. Ever hooked up with someone and regretted it? Oh god yes… *shivers with revulsion*
 
23. How old were you when you first got kissed? I was 13 and he was such a cute boy
 
24. Is there any "friend" of yours that you secretly hate but talk to anyway? Yes there is, but I’m not telling you who it is!
 
25. Ever been in a relationship and wanted to end it, but stuck with it for some reason? Yes, case in point: Jacobs father
 
26. Ever sent naked pictures to someone? Hahahaha yep
 
27. What about sent them to someone you met over the internet? Isn’t that like a rule?
 
28. Ever been abused? Yeah, that’s not fun either.
 
29. Did you ever run away? Not in the traditional way, no
 
30. Do you ever lie to yourself about things so much that you believe it? A time or two
 
31. Ever liked someone else while dating someone? Yeah, but not often
 
32. Ever dated a friend’s ex? NO! gross.
 
33. Ever done something with your friend’s significant other? Hell to the nah!
 
34. Did anyone ever confide in you about being gay/lesbian? Yep. Most recently my cousin. I felt really honored.
 
35. Have you ever questioned your sexuality?  Ha ha, well I do wonder how bi-curious I am sometimes. But honestly, I really only want to kiss girls cuz I wanna know what it’s like, not to make it a habit.
 
36. Do you know of someone who has done a horrible crime but never got caught? Yes.
 
37. Ever stole a large sum of money? Hmmm, depends on what “large” is.
 
38. Ever purposely threw up? yep
 
39. Ever had an eating disorder? What happened? I think I had a borderline one. I was stressed and went crazy. I had a miscarriage. I fight with it all the time these days.
 
40. Did you or anyone you know have an abortion? Me, never. But one of my best friends did.
 
41. Were you or any of your siblings an accident? Most of my bio moms kids were. Ha. But I was wanted and planned.
 
 
42. Ever found porn on your parents’ computer? Nope
 
43. Do you look at porn? Oh but yes!
 
44. How many people have seen you naked? Are you serious with this question? Hahahah. Lots!
 
45. What about through pictures? More lots
 
46. Ever had phone sex and/or cybered? Of course, I’m a multi media slut
 
47. Ever got a piercing behind your parents’ back? No
 
48. Ever sold or bought an illegal substance? Nopity nope nope nope.
 
49. What’s your #1 biggest fear?  Having something horrible happen to my kids
 
50. Have you ever faced that fear?  What happened? Yes. Several times with Jacob cuz he likes to disappear and give me heart attacks. Most recently this summer when we went to the beach and he followed some dogs and didn’t tell me. I looked away for a few minutes and when I looked back I couldn’t find him and I thought he had gotten swallowed by the ocean… so scary! I was about to kill myself in the waves looking for that little shit… but there he was, asking me why I was worried.
 
He’s a monster.
 
That’s the end I guess.
Ha.