Don’t feed the cramps POWER PELLETS!!!!

It is the one time of the year that I get a WedFriday… and I truly LOVE IT! hahahah. yaaaay!

I feel a lot better physically today. this is good. Yesterday, I felt like crap rolled in gasoline set on fire and then impaled by a stick, set in front of a graveyard with ghosts dancing behind me. Yes, it was that bad.

but not today! wheee! today feells better. Not SUPER BETTER and my cramps are still tap dancing on my uterus with insane glee, but at least it’s bearable. It’s gonna be ok. I’ll survive.

Today is going to be slow and stupid. Half of the office is gone and I have really… nothing to do. I have a form I’m gonna finish filling out… and that’s about it. I’m gonna take on some of the work I am usually supposed to assign out and just do it. No need to spread it around when I have not much to do. When I get busy again, I’ll spread it back around. Whatevah. I can’t just sit and write on my story all day, even if I do plan on trying to get into my mid to late 40’s today. I think I can do it! I know I’m gonna complete NanoWriMo this year!!!! I just know it. And if I make it far enough I will be sure to finish (at least my word count) when I get home. I’m not sure the story will be finished at that point, I’ll have to see how I feel. Last time I went into the 70k range before I was finished with the actual story itself.  hee hee.

Oh no, the cramps are gaining power! Who gave them power pellets! who?!!!!

damn it.

oh well.

I also feel like throwing up all of a sudden.

what the hell?!

anyway… maybe after i drink some water I’ll feel ok.

On the Baboo front, I wasn’t able to keep up my normal speak all night. He just went to the other extreme of crazy and I just couldn’t take it! but yeah, we talked, things are ok. he’s got his moments of being a totally sweet muffin of a boy… and it totally ruins my resolve to be all snarky to him.

damn gypsy.

Anyway, i think someone may have stolen my cd wallet on the damn train. I had my bag like between my legs and i sorta went to sleep.i woke up and it was open (I didn’t feel anything! and i wasn’t super sleep at the time)… and then i couldnt’ find the cd wallet. i’m not sure if it was even in there or if i took it out at home, but i couldn’t find it in my room and it’s not at work. this makes me so sad. I don’t know… i know that eventually i’ll have th emoney to subscribe to someones music downloading thing and i’ll get an ipod or some such and just replace it all easy peasy… but STILL. i hate losing what little music i had, especially to thieves! someone stole my last cd wallet (with about 50 cd’s in it) and i’ve never recovered. *sad*

blah.

most of them were all scratched up anyway.

So anyhow, I’m gonna comb the piles of nothing to see if I can find a diamond in the rough (some work of some sort)… probably won’t be anything and then I’ll just read favs and write on my story. ha ha…

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!!