Don’t worry baby, it’s magic!

I have one word.

UGH.
Seriously.

My period has been teasing me ALL WEEKEND LONG. I can feel it WANTING to be here, but it’s not here. I swear, I’d be freaking out if I had any sex last month. ha ha. but I didn’t. I’m 3 days late now. Blah. It will probably come today and I’ll be in misery at work wanting to stab my eyes out. I wanted it to come on schedule (which would have been friday according to this calendar i keep now) and I’d have been home in my misery. No luck. Blah. It needs to come today so it can be OVER by next Monday when I get to SEE BABOO!

Yay!
He keeps going back and forth, but it looks like I will go to pick him up Monday night. I’m excited. I can’t wait. *wiggle*

It’s been a long time.

He will be "free" at noon on the 27th, but he won’t get the thingy off until that Monday.

Whatever. I just want to squeeze his face off and then cuddle him to death in my bed.

I had a crazy dream about him… where we were getting married (it was sorta pretty. ha ha) and I was freaking out LIKE CRAZY. And he was like… helping me get ready, which is weird and wrong, and giving me xanax to calm down. He was like "It’s ok baby, just take this, it’s magic."

Ha ha… yeah and we got married and had this big ass party but I was still freaking out, like hyperventilating and going into dark rooms to cry and he just kept feeding me pills like it was candy. They would only work for like 5 minutes.  Yeah, so after I woke up, for about 3 seconds I thought it was all real and he was in bed with me cuz I was really warm and snuggly and then I was like "oh wait…" and he wasn’t there and it was all a dream and I felt like someone was squeezing my ovaries out of a toothpaste tube and blah blah blah.

So yeah…

Annnnywayyyyyz, it’s a Monday on my 3 day work week. I’m happy about the 3 days. I need to pay my bills. I totally forgot to do it this weekend. Oops! I did go get my car registered. I got sorta scared they were gonna stop me cuz of a parking ticket I didn’t pay… but they didn’t. So oh well! ha ha! I don’t plan on getting anymore and I don’t plan on paying that one… why? Because I lost it and I hvae no idea where to pay it anyway. I’m sure I could look it all up, but I don’t wanna.

har har.

So before that I ran to get a proof of insurance card cuz I was deadly sure they’d need it. But they didn’t. They did have me write out waht happened when I had my car fiasco last year. I guess that stupid ass Kia dealer stopped the registration process halfway through and then DIDN’T complete giving it BACK TO ME. Those fucks. Trying to pull some shady trick I’m sure to try and get theri car AND my car back. Mother fuckers. That sucked. It seems like it happened so long ago… The fun part was there was a UPS guy at the car insurance place and he totally checked me out and was flirting like crazy. It was a nice ego boost especially since I just dyed my hair and I keep finding things wrong with it (like patches of my old color all over the place. I really suck at this hair dying thing sometimes! I keep wanting to dye it again, cuz I only used 1 of the boxes, but I’ll just wait till the end of December and leave it alone, it looks fine, i’m just picky.)… so yeah.

Then I went to find Baboo which was frustrating cuz he was on a train or something and saying "I’m gonna be here… no over here… no I’ll be here!" and I was like "i’m gonna get lost and i won’t get to see him… why is he dooooing this to meeee!!! why can’t he just pick a place and stay there!" and i was freaking out and starving and i wanted to knock his head off cuz he was like "If you’re not there by Noon, I’m gonna leave." like totaly snark ass and I was a bitch ass and snark bitch is not a good combo! (And I ended up beating him there by 5 minutes the butt!)

So we finally met up and we ended up going to Chipotle, which I’ve never been there but HOT DAMN. So good. There was a Coldstones right next to it, so we went there after and got a little treat. Then I went to drop him off at home and I guess cuz nobody was really there, he invited me in.

He can never talk about my messy room again. ha ha. though he says "it’s just cuz I have a lot of stuuuuuufff and nowhere to puuuuut iiiiit."

Oh shut it!

ha hahaha.

anyway, we had amazing self restraint cuz like I wanted to rip his clothes off and we barely snuggled. rawr! Oh wait till next monday….

He did leave a little bitemark on my neck though.

He has a big dog that barks real mean while wagging its tail. I wasn’t scared of it, but he thought it might bite me. I’m not scared of dogs that wag their tails. If they are aggressive they usually don’t wag their tails. I’m probably gonna get my face bitten off for thinking this way. Ha.

Anyway, after that I went to pick up the boys, turns out jacobs teacher wasn’t even at school so we couldn’t have had a conference anyway! ha ha!

We went home and my weekend began. I did a lot of building on the Sims. I made this SUPER COOL beach house. I love it. You can hear the waves sounds (and see them! i should try to make a video of it, cuz it’s so cute!) and it’s really big and pretty…

I put my fake (real) family in it. Ha ha… 2 daughters. How quaint.

I wanted to do some fun stuff with my kids, but yet aAGAIN they didn’t want to do as they were told. I was gonna go buy a deck of cards and have a card game night with popcorn and stuff. But I asked themt o clean their room.

and they refused.

So… no reward. *sigh*

Maybe next time. I did spend a bunch of time with them though. I even tried to help them clean, but it turned into ME DOING EVERYTHING and I wasn’t having it. Nevermind all that. I ended up letting them go outside and turn into dirty stink children… ha ha.

ANYWAY… I feel crappy, i have to get to work. I’m on "call all these people and tell them to do this and that" duty today cuz the person who usually does it is out. So I’ll have something to do for awhile. I also have a few other things, but nothing super major.

I did write some on my story, but two dumb things

1. I wrote some at work on Friday which I forgot to send to myself so I could work on it at home, so I never finished.

then

2. I just started writing a new chapter at hoome, hoping it’ll fit.

So I have to link the two together and I’ll probably have 3 chapters wham wham wham to post. I only have THIS WEEK LEFT. So I’m really shooting to FINISH by Wednesday. it’s a big shoot. But I plan on working on it at home at least an hour or so a night, which should help me. I might not FINISH the entire story, but at least reach my Nano goal. And I do hope to actually finish by the 30th.. so we’ll see…

yeah.

I guess I’ve rambled enough and I should probably get to work.

OH! don’t let me forget about how i’m pissed off at the new stupid roommate and how I’m exacting my payback revenge. If he’s gonna be a petty little shit, I’m gonna show him that I can do it better.

fucker.

God I can’t wait to move.

there is nothing that will make 2009 better than moving… than maybe one other thing, of which I won’t mention here.

ha.

I’m outtie ya’ll. *blink*

what the hell was that…