Rambly

Oh Monday, how I’d love to just punch you in the face.

A sucker punch.

When you least expect it.. because that is what you do to me EVERY WEEK.

ha ha.

Actually it’s not so bad.

but I must rant about my kittens.

They are super crazy.

They decide to sleep ALL DAY and then at night they run wild like banshees. The house where I live has wooden floors so everything is amplfied. They sound like herds of wild animals stampeding around. They are bigger now so they like to jump on counters and knock shit off dressers and it’s just really annoying. They wake me up around 4:45 in the morning with that crap. I want my last 20 minutes or so of sleep, but they won’t have it. Little shits.

 I’d very much like to put them in a crate at night. I need to get thier shots done (and get them fixed) soon so that I can buy them some harnesses and they can be taken for "walks" so they can calm down! That is one thing I hope to be able to do once my finances stop spiraling out of control. My eye is on Next February. I can do it!

A lot will be happening then. I want to move. I have to pay off bills. A lot of things. Hopefully my plan will see the light of day. I don’t expect it to execute exactly how I see it, but as close as I can get!

What else, what else.

So yesterday was boring. I did a lot of "tech work" with my sims. Meaning I made families and junk. A bunch of downloads too. I made this family with 2 teenagers and a baby and every two seconds they ALL wanted to go get the baby. It was so annoying so I downloaded this "no baby swarming" (ha ha) hack, worked like a charm. Damn Sims.

Anyway, other than that I did laundry (whee!) and watched tv. I watched "One Missed Call"… I thought it would be a stupid movie, but it was pretty good for it’s genre. I liked it. It had a good twist at the end and some good gory moments. Jonathon was silly and watched a part of it with me (I told him it would scare him but he was trying to be tough) and he was all "that movie did scare me mom! you were right!"

So I told him that I’m always right and he should just get used to it.

then he laughed at me.

Oh well.

I was really good with my diet this weekend, but I only worked out once. That is sorta defeating my progress, mainly because I feel super fat this morning. *sigh*

BUT GUESS WHAT!!!

I get to see Baboo on Friday! Oh yay! I can’t wait. I miss him so crazily. I think I’m doing pretty good considering.

As quiet as it’s kept, I feel like our distance is sorta good for us. It’s allowing me to learn how to deal with the seperation. And I really appreciate him more and I really can’t wait till things get back to more of a "normal" routine. It’s funny though, last week I did that survey and he made a comment about how my relationship track record sucks. I’ve only had one other relationship last this long, and that was with Jonathons father (that was 8 months)… all the rest there have been no concurrent stretches of time. With Jakes father we were breaking up all the time and it was stupid. I hate him.

ANYWAY, he told me that I sucked and he was hoping to break his record or something along those lines. Honestly? That sorta made me feel weird. Like, it shouldn’t even be a thing. Not for me and not for him. We should just enjoy each other and not even look for a goal or an ending. I know it hit me that way because I find myself doing it. but I’ll try not to. I don’t want there to be a goal that we reach and then I can say "ok wahtever to it now, i beat my record!"

no no no.

i want it to be what it’s supposed to be.

i have hopes and dreams.

but i’m almost worried that most of them are just me being stupid.

ANYWAY, enough of that.

myfuckingwristhurts.

HAHAHAHA.

i need a better mousepad at home, with the gel thingy. i have no support for my wrist and it sits on the edge of my desk and with my long Sims sessions, it’s been hurting. I guess I can get one from Office Depot cuz I still have like 30 bucks on my gift card!

The police were following me today. They were behind me on the freeway and then they got off at my exit. There is a sherrifs station there, but they passed it. I saw them typing into their stupid computer so I know they ran my tags. I was scared they were gonna get me for my burnt out headlight, but they didn’t. SHWEW!

I go on Friday to pay my registration which reminds me that I MUST find my insurance cards. i’m so dumb and I thought they were in my car, but they aren’t.

And I will be dying my hair on thursday night! wheee! I can’t wait to go back to black.

wow I’m totally rambly today.

I will be working on Trigger today. I know I should have done some over the weekend, but with the fires and my room being a sweltering pit of heat and me wanting to sim… I just didn’t. but I’m not worried. it’s easier to write at work because I’m not hot (ha ha) and I think with my momentum from my last chapter I can bust out the right amount of words.

Away with me! I gotta get to work before I can even think about that!

Happy Monday Ya’ll