i bet my brains are falling out

I always forget that Friday is slow for updates and such, but JEESH.

I need something.

i guess I could work.

But my head hurts and I can’t focus and I keep doing dumb shit wrong. I might take a dayquil. It will make it allll ok.

So for some reason, I’m happy today. Don’t ask me why, because honestly, I have no idea.

I want to address the questions about my living arrangements.

I signed an agreement when I moved in, there is no lease, it’s month to month. They are only obligated to give me 30 days notice to vacate. I suppose if this person wants to pay the right price, they will be more obliged to rent the entire house to him. It will suck really badly, but if he can pay over 3 grand a month or whatever it is they want, then why wouldn’t they?

However, as I’ve harped on so much, my credit is pretty fucked up right now. I don’t think I’ll be able to get into any place nice without a struggle. Plus, I really don’t want to move again so soon. I’ve only been in my place for about 2 months. I dread thinking about packing it all up and trying to move. Though, the idea of getting into my OWN place is nice. But I don’t want to necessarily change Jonathons school and all that either. The poor kid is gonna lose his mind.

Both of them will.

It’s honestly a mess that I really want to be done with. I want to find a place I can settle down in for a good spin.

So anyway, this headache is giving me blurred vision. it seriously sucks.

ouchy.

dumb brain.

WHY ARE YOU HURTING.

and to make it all more surreal, i feel happy.

i think my brain is broken.

oh, and if you want to see a cute picture of "him" with NO editing, go back one entry. ha ha…

oh yeah! something good! I got my pay increase! It probably started this pay period. So on my next paycheck I should see a little over 100 extra dollars. So that’s a little over 200 extra dollars a month. DEFINITELY needed. I mean, I wish it was more like 400 extra a month, but we can’t have everything.

god my head.

it’s splitting open. i bet my brains are falling out.

Princess Pitbull.com

May 9, 2008

S/H = Self Harm/Harmer/Harming S/I = Self Injure/Injurer/Injuring S/M = Self Mutilation/Mutilator/Mutilating Is that what you meant? Anything else I can clear up for you hunni? BTW…Glad you’re happy with “Him”…you deserve some happiness…Rhyn x x

M.C.

Hope your head feels better soon hun. And also hope that these current living arrangements of yours, don’t turn bad on you. At Least until you can get a little more stable on your feet or whatever. And also yay for the pay increase. You’re right. That IS always good. “Smile.” Hugs hun.

I know you don’t want to hear this but I think you might want to start looking for new places to live now. That way you can have options and starting place if they bitch out on you. I hate it for you. 🙁

i’d give you my brains but i think they are just as messed up. /huggles. Chris

Enthusiast

Maybe you can find a small house or something or a little apartment that someone rents out personally in the area you’re in.

Bebita

thats the way i feel

I’m so bored. I’m going to go find you a new place to live.

*Teej*

*hugs* hope you get rid of the headache and no one wants to pay the 3 grand so you don’t have to move.

babyontha1

Man it would really suck if you had to up and do all of that all over again (moving, new school, new route to work) That was a lot of work this last go round. How dare they make you go through this.

Oh boy, well I do hope things work out. I mean you did get a raise that’s positive. oh *hugs* don’t stress, think about how much fun you’ll have over the weekend. 😉