and so it goes

I wish I could have peppermint hot chocolate every morning.

But this morning is the last.

No more Starbucks giftcard. No more peppermint hot chocolate.

It’s so damn good.

I wonder if I can recreate it with a candy cane and normal hot chocolate?

Nah. ha ha. oh well.

Is it only Tuesday?

This week is alreaedy turning into a dreaded event.

I keep waiting for something bad to happen at work. It’s due.

Something bad.

I’m looking forward to Friday though. for several reasons.

I hope I work out today.

I feel like my body wants to. and needs to. and like it will respond favorably.

We’ll see.

My poor Jon, who is so smart, thinks he’s not going to finish first grade. I told himt hat he would no matter what. He’s doing so well, the work we’ve done together. He has no problems figuring things out, but he just doesn’t like to do the same thing for a long time. I can relate to that. I just hope I can get the mess with his school figured out soon.

They didn’t respond to the letter I wrote. I will have to try and find time today to call. bleh.

and so it goes.

I hope, as a Christmas present to myself, I can file the divorce papers. My dad pointed me to a place that might do it for free, or defer the cost until i can pay it. that would be nice.

and so it begins.

did i mention his phone doesn’t work anymore and the car company was coming after me?

but ha on them, i told them where to shove it.

they can come get me in 5 more months.

I hope the divorce is rolling along by then and i can put it back on his loser ass, wherever his loser ass might be.

and so it goes again.

my butter croissant is too greasy and bleh.

i don’t like it today.

imagine.