MMM Crazy tastes like Chicken

I called my sister around  8:30 this morning and there was no more word on my dad. Last night he was in his room with the breathing tube still in, but ok. Hmmm, well.. if I can’t get any info by noon I"ll try to call the hospital and see what I can see. I don’t even have the hospitals number. ugh… it should be on a website or something I’m sure.

Anyhow… another day. At least I am not at work. I have to pay bills and stuff. boo. BUT!!!! I should be going to see my dad tonight. so tis good on top of good.

I feel sort of scattered in my head. Like pieces are splintered around. It’s driving me nuts. I don’t care and yet I care. I’m calm but stressed out. I’m happy but so sad. I’m scared and yet hopeful. i feel organized but out of sorts.

I"m all over the place.

lets blame my period (which started new years night, yay new years!). yeah, stupid hormones.

I wrote a quiz thing last night. I should share it with ya’ll but i’m too lazy to go get the link. maybe later.

it’s dumb anyways.

ha ha.

ok, i’m off to do something lazy and non productive. whee!