Cuuuuuujoooooo

I just finished reading that book. i forget the little boy dies in the end. that’s so sad!!!! i cried at work. har har har. and Blah blah blah.

As you can see I changed my diary again. Waterfalls and purtyness. Cept… my colors are all screwed up and when i try to choose a blue, on the thing it looks GREEN! I’m not sure what’s up with my monitor and the color settings.

it’s a really good monitor too!

 

whatever.

so it’s tuesday.

is there a tuesday dance?

i’ll make one up.

oh yeah, boogy down.

cha cha cha.

i need to wrap christmas presents. but i won’t. cu z i’m lazy. If only kids like to rip open plastic store bags on christmas morning… *sigh*

jonathon is so silly. when i ask him to help me by throwing away one of jacobs diapers he always asks "is there poop in it? i’m allergic to poop!"

 

he’s so silly.

on a serious note. for some crazy ass reason as i was driving home i was considering emailing some sort of electronic gift to W from Jonathon. Jonathon was asking about his father the other day. He knows that Carlos isn’t his dad. He’s gonna be 5 in 7 months or so… and i wonder if i should start telling him… showing him pictures.

i don’t know. he’s probably still too young. but he asked me where his daddy was and why can’t he go visit him. and he asked him if he was gonna come for Christmas.

bah.

i told him no and to not worry about it right now. but i can tell he wants to ask me all the time cuz he’ll stand next to me and play in my hair and say "mommy, what about…." and then he’ll say nevermind and run away.

*sigh*

 

happy thoughts happy thoughts.

ummmmmm.

i’m hungry…

is that a happy thought? hell if i know.

oh and my profile pic, i do love those "sunburst angels" don’t I?

my feet are cold.

 

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I had to explain to Meghan why her dad and I aren’t married. That wasn’t fun. lol I started to read cujo and couldn’t even get past the first chapter, I got so freaked out! LOL

December 20, 2005

Oh, man. I’ve got no clue. Poor Jonathon. I feel so bad for him, but he has you and you are wonderful. Yep.

December 20, 2005

holy crap hes 5 already! i wouldnt tell him yet

December 20, 2005

I would definitely tell him something, but in terms he understands. Like no, your dad won’t be here for Christmas. No, he’s not going to come see you. It’s hard but the things THEY think in their head without information are so much scarier.

aww *HUGS* <3 Annie-Rae

December 20, 2005

I love the new picture but you look so sad. I just want to give you a hug. *HUG*

December 27, 2005

I love the new diary layout!