wow golly gosh jee

I actually finished my christmas shopping. i was "selfish" and only got stuff for my kids.

*shrug*

and why am i writing this? because I had to report that I actually got in and out of all the stores I wanted to go to without big mobs of people, long lines, and short tempers. it was so great.

i’m not happy, but i’m happy about that.

or something.

yeah, did you think this was actually going to be interesting?

muahahahahahahah.

I want to be able to purge some of the icky black bleck in my head right now.

but it’s starting to stain, so why bother?

i got id

December 11, 2005

ryn: have you tried to contact him?

I will succeed

glad there wasn’t a crowd of people. i thought it would be worse closer to xmas

Jaded

Aww, baby.

.Chicken.

*super-lesbo-hump-with-a-kungfu-twist*

Caring Thoughts

December 12, 2005

Niq, pls stop being so hard on yourself! Okay, so you ‘loved and lost’ but it’s better than not having ‘loved’ at all. The one who really lost here is him. I’m a firm believer in ‘what goes around, comes around’. He will have his heart broken someday, but that is not your concern. Focus on you and your boys. OD and your other journals have brought you alot of sanity along your way. Pls don’t leave