The First Move

Ok…

So now, I’ve got ICQ on… and I see his stupid name. He’s not talking. I’m not sure if I should be talking.

I don’t want to start this. He came to me. But the tempation to know what the hell he wants is driving me purely insane. Purely insane. I don’t want to make the first move. But what if I have to? What do I say? Do I get mad? Do I tread softly? Do I come across as cold? I don’t even know how I feel right now.

Wait a minute. I do know how I feel… STUPID. I want this to be over. Maybe I should just message him. I need a friend really bad right now. I have no one. Jesus, this sucks.

Why won’t he just make the first move?!!!!!