I wanna send a bunch of hugs

Hugs.

I know of several people who need these. They need these when they are really scared. They need them when they are uncertain about what the future may bring. They need them when people just won’t leave them alone. They need them when their hearts just hurt so bad they wanna be swallowed up and disapear. They need them when they don’t have time to breath. They need them when they feel alone in a room full of people. They need them when they really are alone and have nobody to lean on. They need them when they are mad as hell and want to punch a wall. They need them when they feel their resolve breaking down. They need them when their physical body hurts and hurts and shows no signs of letting up. They need them when life is just glaring at them with blood red eyes from the blackness of what is to come.

And they need them when they are happy. They need them when love is holding them tight. They need them when they smile, when they laugh, when they giggle. They need them when things are going well, when life is good. They need them when they realize that they are living in their goals and loving who they are. They need them when they are so filled with joy they wanna burst. They need them when life is awesome, when things are going their way. They need them when they are content and lacking in nothing. They need them when the future is bright and they feel like they can fly.

I’d love it so much, if I could really give those hugs to those people that need them. I have so many people tucked away inside my heart. I shelter you there. You know who you are. I hold you close and rejoice when you are happy, i cry when you are sad. I get pissed when you are angry and I smile when you laugh. I may not have ever met you, I may not even know you in the way that I would like, but you hold a place deep inside my heart. I’ll always care for you, in that special way that only happens in relationships like these.

And when you’re all alone feeling pain inside that sucks out your breath… or when your floating high feeling happier than you’ve ever felt… or anywhere in between, know that you’ve got someone who’s sending you a stream of hugs, wrapping around you and letting you know that someone is always there.