I kinda hate happy people.

Really, I do.

It’s not that I hate them personally or anything. It’s just that I envy the shit out of them. Honestly. I’m glad you have Mr. Perfect and do not require my attentions. Because to be honest, I hate perfection. It’s a dead end. Sure, you have a nice body, but damnit, there ain’t nothing there to hold on to, nothing to cuddle but a bag of bones. Honestly. I hate it when people complain about being too heavy, or having a bit more thigh than they’d like. Truly I do. Cause I like them that way. Of course, its terribly wrong to say it out loud like that. But, honesty is a good thing.

To be honest, the gas station girl is too skinny for me. I know this. She’s too cute. Too good for me. Maybe this is why I haven’t asked her out yet. Maybe because I’m afraid that I won’t be able to gaze upon her the same way when she shatters my illusions.

Maybe because I’m scared.

I should know better.

I don’t know what I’m trying to say tonight. I’m just talking. Heh.

Mrow.

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August 12, 2003

tits like baloons and nipples like grapes.

August 12, 2003
August 12, 2003

I think Shiney happy people are here just to annoy the rest of us *grin* and more people, specially men, need to stand up and admit they like those big cuddly toy women 🙂 RYN: Thanks for reading 🙂 & I still thing coming back as a house cat must be nirvanna

August 12, 2003

Well, aren’t you the voice of positivity? Come on, Kyaa. You deserve to be as happy as anyone else. I hope things turn around for you. I have spoken. 🙂

August 12, 2003

I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be horrendously sarcastic in the first sentence of my last note… I just… gah, I don’t even remember what I was going to say. May you find what it is that makes you content. *hug*

August 12, 2003

You know, whatever it is you want, and I mean really want, not just think you want, you should go for. And now you know.

August 12, 2003

ryn: I sure hope you’re right, though then I’ll have made myself look awfully silly. Where’d you see that in Google, though? (I went looking for info on Patriot Act III before I posted, and did I ever find it)

August 12, 2003

*and hugs for the entry*

August 12, 2003

ryn: Heh, yes I saw that, but while it’s a parody, the Patriot Act III itself seems to be pretty real and pretty scary. Plus, what’s notsofunny about that parody is that it could allow for the government to do exactly that.

August 12, 2003

ryn: Hmm, actually, maybe I’m wrong about there being a third one. (where the hell did that page go? I found a really good one with info) But regardless, the way is well paved through the first Patriot Act–which all too certainly exists–for this sort of thing, and that spooks me anyway.

August 12, 2003

ryn: Last note, I swear. =) There wouldn’t be anything on effigies in specific, but as I remember, there is something in the Patriot Act that states that any signs of terrorist activity are punishable by yadda yadda, and the government can stretch the definition of that in all sorts of directions, asolutely including burning an effigy of the President.