By Request: Outside Lost

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|By Request|
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Written for: Pax Vobiscium

Outside Lost
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I’m lost in others
When I alone cry out.
Using their transgressions
To euthanize my solemn route.

Putting myself aside,
Seeking indemnity for myself —
Prying more into you
Leaving my own emotions to shelf.

There has always been too much
Left open in my own life;
Too many feelings left unchained,
Unhinged to find only painful strife.

Living vicariously
Through my friends,
Left to be purged by them
With no room for amends.

Suppressing what’s left
Only leaves me empty inside;
To myself, my friends and family
My feelings left unapplied.

Busting at the seams
I can’t hold in anymore;
Starving to let it out
But still hiding behind the door.

Wondering about this “By Request” stuff? Check out this entry for more information.

Controlled Chaos

January 29, 2004

You’re a great writer! If you are taking requests, I was wondering…could you read my last entry and write a poem? It’s kinda long or I’d just get into it here…It would be cool to have a poem to look back on. : )

Good stuff as always. *hugs*

Lonely Aphredite

January 30, 2004

This is beautiful…could you do me a favor…go by my friends diary and leave a note im the ONLY one who has…Why Me 2004 is her diary… You are such a great writer

=O) isabel

awesome~!

broken_dreams

Thats a great poem. I recieved a 98% on my own alpha poem. Thank you for your help. I wish I could have written one like yours however, I am not that great a poet. I give you props on all of yours. Eventually I will kidnapp your talent okay? Have a grand weekend!:)

JustWannaBeLoved

January 31, 2004

hey joe-joe… can you do me a favor? Can you write a poem for Aliisha? I’m not sure if you know enough about her, I can give you some details though if you need them. Thanks!

Heavens ~Dew~

February 1, 2004

This … this here is excellent … your poems have the hairs on muh arms standing … they give me goosebumps all over muh body … especially this one here … it reminds me of so much, yet so little … *sighs* What a lovely writer you are … versatile, yes …