Tuesday

I haven’t got any whitters I want to stick in here as they are sort of a mishmash of stuff right now. There is something growing out of the whitters of yesterday though, something they are showing me, teaching me. This is quite something, and I really enjoy the process. There is a certain purity toward which I am drawn, and it is very powerful. I wrote something last night about guilt as a gun … and love dropping the gun. It has to do with a dream I had during a particularly messy and confusing time. I know I’ll write more about it.

I know what someone meant about a word that has been debased by being used too much. It is the only word we have, though, to express so very many things. It holds all the good in this world. In rehab we had a lecture about it; the first morning I was there, that was the lecture. It was about emotions. Three against one! And the one is stronger than the other three! But one has to develop it; and there’s so much more to it than at first meets the eye or mind.

I didn’t get much sleep last night; two kids and a mom sharing a bed takes verrrry careful planning. But they’ve got me for two more nights. And I’ve got them tooooooo (hehehehehe). Happy Tuesday.

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Happy Tuesday sweet poet 😉

Hope it is a king-sized bed… *S*

August 5, 2003

Mmmmmmmmm – kids as teaddy bears..

August 5, 2003

uh, that would be teddy bears. I need coffee.

August 5, 2003

*smile* have a great day sweetie! hugs,

August 5, 2003

Thank you for your kind note, dear ME. I hope we can keep what we have, or as close to it as possible. R is extremely dear to me and I would hate to lose that beautiful soul from my life. With a smile…

August 5, 2003

Awww I didn’t get to sleep in this morning *pouts* my day off and I had to get up at 7:30 am..

August 5, 2003

That sure sounds like a crowded bed! 🙂 Shalom,

August 5, 2003

Sounds like an interesting night! I bet the kids sleep well! Have fun!

August 5, 2003

RYN: Thank you for your thoughtful words. We too are hoping for the best for Mike. Love the word “whitter.” It’s almost onomatopoeic. Your imagery about the gun is intriguing….

August 5, 2003

Words are so powerful. To be able to create worlds and emotions from words is incredible. Now I wonder what word it was that word “that has been debased” was… **hugs**

August 5, 2003

Reflective day it sounds like. Have an excellent one!

Seems like alot of snuggles, kicks and snores! ; ) Hugs and Smiles

ryn: Oh no, I wasn’t there for the memorial, I talked to her on the phone. I don’t live anywhere near her.

I have made several faves like you in the past; diarists who, by and large, write words whose meanings dangle somewhere WAY over my head. But, I still love reading. Maybe I will grow from all this stuff I don’t understand :o)

Sleeping with children can be quite dangerous — all those pointy little elbows and knees. 🙂

What is the word? I wouldn’t mind so much sharing the bed if only my kids wouldn’t hog it! :o)