hardly easy

…it’s you…alone
but not really alone…
with your legs wrapped around by your arms
and pressed against your chest
with your side of your face on your knees.
yes…
the world constantly changes without you knowing it.
yes…
its good sometimes while the times bad as it may…
…seem worse.
no…
don’t fret.
for you…and you only
really control your sanity.
maybe…
just maybe,
the time isn’t right
for your pain to subside.
it’s just a reminder,
that it was real.
making it unreal
to deal with at the same time.
i believe
and hopefully you will too in time,
that “this” shall pass.

…earlier tonight was good
but my mind was still a million miles
…away at the next corner
thinking of you…