Another Drinking Night

If you’d like to read about he Dru Sjodin case this is the link to the articles in the local newspaper

I am about going out of my mind!

Dick called me on my cell phone at 5:30 wondering where I was, wondering if he needed to stop and get milk. He said that he tried to call home and couldn’t get through. Checking the recent calls on his cell phone ~ that is a lie! The only reason that I checked it was because I was wondering how long he left the kids home alone. The call to or from home was not until 8:10 ~ I did not notice if it was incoming or outgoing.

Judging by the odor he had plenty to drink tonight. Buck beers ~ can’t pass up those! I walked into that bathroom that is adjoined to the bedroom and started gagging. I just can not handle the smell of the booze or beer emitting from his body. I did not even get close to him! I wonder if it would make a difference if I told him how disgustingly gross he is when he has been drinking.

Let’s not forget that I will be held responsible if anything happens to the kids while they are alone ~ while I am at work and he is out drinking. At least Nadine is legally old enough to baby-sit and Alexa will be too, this month.

Let it be known that it is my fault when the kids don’t get their homework done because I have to be to work at 5, they don’t get off the bus until at least 4:20, and I have a 20 (at least) minute drive. I usually do not get to work on time because I am trying to get them fed or trying to resolve some “kid drama”, or get them started on their homework.

This is nothing new ~ I have been a shitty parent from the get go. Just ask Dick he will tell you.

Wits end? Yes!

Hey ~ remind me that I have to go to work at 3.