Still Livid

I was still quite livid about the whole situation that I wrote about in my previous entry ~ even after taking quite a long nap this afternoon. I am just so angry about it!

When I got to work Supe asked if I was still crabby. All I could do is nod my head. I was still crabby and I was not going to lie about it. He kept telling me to stop worrying about it. Well, I can’t stop worrying about it because this makes me look bad when in fact it is not my fault at all.

I stewed on this all evening! The Bigs came in I was not going to tell them but I decided to tell them. Guess what? They agree with me ~ it was not my responsibility in any way to remove the drunk from the bar. If the bartender had stopped serving him then why the hell did he still have a beer in front of him?

SunshineGuy left me a note insinuating that my job may be on the line. Not this time! I have no fear of losing my job over this. If they had any plan of firing me they sure the hell would not have me go to Las Vegas with the company.

This afternoon I was going to apologize to the bar manager for not going and talking to her but I decided against it. It would not have been sincere and I was way too emotional. I was on the verge of tears when I was talking to Supe. I was not going to go talk to her at that point because I knew that I would get too mad and the tears would roll. I’ll be damned if she ever sees me cry again ~ especially angry tears! Eventually I will discuss this with her but I just might rat out the lazy bartender too. This is so much like bullshit when the bar blames stuff like this on the gaming.

Even the bartender that was on duty tonight is on my side!

I am so glad that I have tomorrow/today/Thursday off!

P.S. SunshineGuy did not mean anything bad with the insinuation. He loves me unconditionally and is only looking out for my best interest!