Great day for once

Well for once I had a really good day. Woke up around 5 in the evening, and Jess and I went to the Pens game. I was very excited cause I finally got to see my Matt play in Pittsburgh again, although it was for the other team. The Pens won in overtime. Thank God, cause without Mario, Marty, and Kovy they need all the wins they can get. Matt and Andy Ference got into a little spat which resulted in Andy getting a holding penalty. That was tough watching my new man get a penalty cause of my old man. Doesn’t matter cause all Matt has to do is flash his cute smile and it erases all the bad.

[SIDE NOTE]

*I finally found out what Matt said to Andy to get him all pissed off. He made a comment, about his new haircut, that was not very nice. Don’t mess with Andy’s hair, I love it. Although I love Matt’s smile even more.*

After the game Jess and I went to Eat N Park. That was wierd cause we usually go to King’s but we wanted a change in our usual routine. Dennis and Dave showed up and they sat with us and ate. Dennis paid for us which was really sweet. He really is a sweetheart.

After I took Jess home I went down to work to hang out with Gail. She hates working midnight’s and got stuff, cause I am not allowed to work until Monday. We talked and had a good time. Shane and Eddie came in. I’m trying to get over Shane, but its hard. I made him a muffin sandwich cause Gail was running a little behind. I feel wierd being nice to him cause I am very upset with him, but it’s hard to be mean to him. I didn’t really talk to him all that much, but I did talk to Eddie about the game and about how Pips is going to see if Tom will meet Jess and I up at King’s tonight after he gets off work. I figured it would be alot easier with Jess there and that he would feel better knowing that we weren’t going to be alone together. Kinda like a friend thing not so much like a date or anything. Hopefully he wants to come up. At least with Jess there I won’t be all uptight and I can act like my normal crazy self, well not too crazy I don’t want to scare the poor man off.

I’m feeling okay after the abortion, well physically at least. Mentally I am not so good. I feel so awful. I know I had to for my own life, but I still feel so guilty. I need some time to get over this. At least I’ve been able to keep my mind off it, for the past 2 days. I hope things get easier with time.

Well time for bed, cause I am going to spend time with the baby later on, and I am going to need lots of rest. Poor Jess has a hard time, trying to keep up with her. But I love her and I haven’t spent much time with her lately. So off to bed I go.

See ya bye

bubbles