More waiting
I heard from the fella about the job opportunities in Halifax. They have potential, and he’s arranging for the manager of one of the places to call me next week to see if it seems like something that might be do-able, and so on. I also sent out a message to someone looking for someone to write a weekly column about women’s health and so on for an online magazine. We’ll see if that flies. If that worked out, then I could stay where I am, and supplement my income with writing, which is always a plus for me.
I’ve always been a big believer in trying to find out what the universe/God/FSM/Whoever wants of me, and where my path should lead me. This is part of the reason I haven’t tossed A aside. Every time I think of doing that, I hear a voice telling me not to. It’s been like that since we met. And putting out my resume here, there and everywhere is part of the process. If something is not where I’m meant to go or be, then it won’t fall through, but if there’s something out there that I should be considering, I have to meet the Universe halfway by indicating my own potential interest. At least, that’s how I see it. I can’t effect a change by sitting on my butt, doing nothing.
Whatever happens, I need additional income. I’m not making enough to pay all my bills as well as the rent at the clinic. It’s not a happy situation. I don’t like being stressed over money. I should be used to it by now, and in fact, I probably am, but I don’t like it. At all.
There was something else, but I’ve been interrupted by phone calls and my train of thought is derailed. If I remember what it was, I’ll be back.
Every time I tried to go to a lawyer about divorcing Tom, I got turned back by something==either, I got lost, couldnt find a parking space and was late and, then, was told I didn’t have enough income for a divorce with the lawyer fees. I said to God, “I get it but, I don’t have to like it. Just accept it.” *grins* I know about the supplementing, far too well. I am trying to decide on whether to keep on with IM, part time or just see how far I get with the money from the new job. It just pays so low in this field. Of course, I am Christian so, I say…God will lead and provide for both of us. **hugs**
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listen to the voice- try talking back and asking questions- hear the answers xx
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well Halifax isn’t that far from Windsor, really it’s not. However, living in Halifax is a lot more expensive in terms of rent than Windsor. Would your dd#2 want to share with you still while she goes to school?
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prayers things work out for you soon. take care,
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ryn:funny you should say that, I had the new version first and then I changed it to the King James version. I just changed it back because of your note. xx
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ryn: how funny is that- I did not use the JW bible because most people when I was one said it was changed to suit their religion which it was not. I think they were one of the first to bring out the new world version, and most were appalled by that. I remember when I was a child and the change over was made Gosh you made me stand to attention today- first I chose the newer version then discarded it and at the same time thought no not the JW version wow in my mind and thoughts xxxx
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Sending prayers and good vibes from here. And nodding at your philosophy — I think my most frequent prayer for myself/question to the Universe is, “How do I proceed?” The meeting halfway part, too. {{{Hugs}}}
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I have heard over and over listen to that voice.
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money problems. ugh. here’s to things taking an upward turn for you..
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