I WISH I KNEW

I know it doesn’t make sense! I can’t understand it myself! I wish I knew why I am so upset because my two friends got together. I keep telling myself I should call her and tell her I am so happy they found each other. Why should they be alone? If they are my good friends why am I not happy? If I knew the answer I would be happy. Anyhow they are still in Florida. As far as I know she is staying with friends and he is in his condo however no one is there now so who knows. They are waiting for his car to be repaired. I think it was suppose to be fixed by today.
I am debating what to do today. I know I want to go to the bank and to do some more shopping for the holidays. I was also thinking about going swimming. The hours are so erratic……….I am also considering what my hubby will do……………….does it really matter? Do I have to make sure he is busy??????????
The sun is shining…………………….
it’s the first day since we are back……………..
So I guess I’ll start by getting dressed and then I’ll go out. Maybe I should meet my cousin…………..

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March 30, 2012

i don’t understand why you are so upset about your friends getting together. sounds like you don’t either. do you think they should have grieved longer? enjoy your day. take care,

March 30, 2012

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March 30, 2012
March 30, 2012

hope you had a good day!

March 30, 2012

jealousy maybe? It seems odd you resent it so. I have friends who met through me and its wonderful as we can all spend time together. Make the most of it, and be happy for them. hugs p

I think in our minds we have set a time that people should grieve. But when people reach a certain age then perhaps that grieving time should be less. I also wonder if you are seeing them in the excitement of a new relationship and the fun that is there when it happens and are somewhat jealous because that period of time is gone for you and your hubby. They are at a new beginning and some of us are pretty well set in the same ole pattern and we’d like that feeling again.

April 1, 2012

I don’t understand it either but it could easily be because the length of time just doesn’t fit. That’s my bet…it just doesn’t seem long enough. My grandmother didn’t date for 8 years after my grandfather died. RYN: I am beyond happy and you are just one person for me to thank fpr Cora. She talks of nothing else. Oh, Violet loved being covered in purple spots from the bubbles.It was hilarious. We still have plenty left so I will remember (hopefully) to take pictures next time of her. I’m a horrible picture taker. Cora WAS NOT interested. She said she wanted to go outside at first and she threw the absolute worst tantrum when I tried.