ME

I will probably soon go into town. Friends will be at Sam’s for lunch at 1:30 so I plan to be there at the same time. I am not sure if hubby will come or not. I hope not as I want to go to a few places and he wants to make it fast. I should have taken my own car.
Yesterday I used coupons at Price Chopper and saved about 20 dollars including my Advantage card. I made a big order so I have a lot of stuff for Toronto and for our New Years’ Holiday which is at the end of the month. I decided to make supper the first night even though my son’s girlfriend’s father invited us there. I am just so used to making the holidays.
I am still up in the air about making supper for the out-of-towners the night before my son’s wedding. I just don’t know if people will arrive early.
So now why did I call this entry ME???
I have to accept that I am me and I can’t be you or what you want.
I do not like calling for whatever reason. I am trying to be better.
I prefer being alone. I do NOT think about calling you when I wake up. I have too many hobbies and too many things I want/have to do. I enjoy having a day at home to paint etc.
People get on my nerves. They always have a different opinion and for whatever reason I can’t accept it. I do by just keeping quiet! By not talking.
I don’t want to waste my time discussing our friends, fashion etc. It’s just NOT what I am interested in.
I don’t have the patience to discuss what you are or not eating. Eat it and SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!
I don’t want to see you model what you might buy. I could care less. If I am an uncaring person so be it. Actually I do care a lot. I care about:
-babies in daycare
-caregivers who don’t get a break
-people who are suffering – sometimes I wish I could cut myself in three
-children who are harshly disciplined instead of being explained things to
-criminals who actually get away with murder- Why should they live? their victim certainly didn’t
So I might come across as an unfeeling bitch but actually I’m not.
I hurt just like everyone else.
I’m just not a doctor so I have no patience for what I consider nonsense. Of course to others it probably isn’t!
I feel like I am getting a cold so maybe I won’t go into town after all.
Tonight we have a spaghetti dinner at the barn down in front. YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a very busy week ahead……………
Monday – messages and my cleaning lady
Tuesday – psychologist in the morning
art class in the afternoon
condo meeting at night so we will miss bridge. I am getting fed up with the bridge. I am NOT a good player. I get advice and looks from the better players. It makes me feel bad. I am going to think of a way to quit. I may start going to a practice session Thursday mornings.
Wednesday – lectures in the morning about different cities – afternoon messages
-out for supper with friends
Thursday – nothing so maybe painting
Friday – our last weekend at the trailer
So I better go! To do what I’m not sure. Maybe lie on the couch. Hubby is out visiting whoever.