WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I am not sure but there is definitely something wrong with me. I don’t appreciate ANYTHING!!!!!!!!! I went out for supper with my cousin tonight and then we went to a play. We went to one of my favourite restaurants and I had rack of lamb which I love. Instead of appreciating the meal I complained that it was too expensive and not worth it. Why the hell couldn’t I just eat, enjoy and say how great it was? Why couldn’t I appreciate having the money to treat myself. Am I just spoiled? Do I not know how to enjoy myself? After supper we went to a play and from the first song etc. I didn’t like it. I thought it was too amateurish………….what is wrong with me????????
My cousin was asking me about my grandchildren. I told her I didn’t miss not taking them like I use to. I don’t miss seeing them. What the hell is wrong with me? I prefer to be home and alone. Maybe the one good thing about me is that I do appreciate and enjoy my home and my own company. I do not want or need others to enjoy.
Hubby is going to Toronto on Saturday. He is going to see his brother. We decided that I would stay home and I am happy. I am giving up a chance to see my sister and my daughter. Of course I was just there and will be going back at the beginning of September. Instead I will visit our pool, the local library etc.
I was never a people lover and it seems to be getting worse. I always use to say "LEAVE ME ALONE" if not out loud, to myself.
I am most happy with my hobbies. I hope to start painting. My room is ready. I have about three more boxes to unpack but I’ll easily do them tomorrow morning.
Tomorrow I will ask hubby to take me food shopping so I will be all set and not need to go out if I don’t want to. Hubby subscribed us to some new channels. I have to go check them out.
So time to watch some TV and then to bed.
Take care.
Maybe there isn’t anything wrong with you. Everyone is different. I love spending time alone. Can’t get enough time alone, actually! You do enjoy things, so maybe you simply enjoy things less when you’re around people. There are lots of things a person can do by themself and I bet you are thankful while you are doing them. Nothing wrong with that!
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Some people do enjoy their own company. I think it is o.k. to admit that. As for blessings, it is always good to count them.
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I think that the only thing wrong with you is that you think there’s something wrong with you. ;o) !! hugs, Nicky
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You have a more social lifestyle than most people. It seems you are always doing stuff with friends and family. Maybe you’re tired of putting up with other people and always having to be social. It’s kind of a burden to me. I like to just be alone or with my hubby most of the time.
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RYN: Thank you so much for your note. Love,
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i find i prefer my own company lately. don’t need anyone to be around. i like being alone in the evenings and get upset if someone intrudes, though i do like to spend time with blake. he makes me smile. i don’t think there’s anything wrong with you for liking to be alone. take care,
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Looks like you got lots of good feedback here. I have always preferred my own company to the company of others. I used to force myself to do social things and then look forward to getting back home where I could wipe the fake smile off my face. Sounds like you are a creative person so you need time alone to express yourself — painting or whatever feeds your soul. Don’t feel guilty about it — just enjoy your time alone!
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Do what makes YOU happy, stop worrying about what others think. If you like being alone that’s perfectly fine. Many days I prefer it too!
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