FEELING REJECTED, EXCITED AND MORE

I am patiently waiting for the movers to arrive. Just about everything is ready. Hubby is packing his car and will go over to the condo while I organize the movers. He will be on the other side to receive them. He is taking over a trunk full of stuff! I will stay here. We each have our own job and that works best for us. Otherwise we get in each other’s way!!!!!
Last night my eldest son came over to say "goodbye" to the house. He seems to be the most emotional. Maybe it’s because my daughter is out of town. My other son is busy with his family.
Anyhow my son told me that the day I wanted my grandchildren to come over he babysat with the boys. I don’t know why my son didn’t ask him to bring them here for a little. He seems to have written me out of their lives. I care! I don’t care! I don’t know why he wouldn’t have asked my son to bring them over as I had asked. I guess he knows I am busy and that I can’t drive. I know I should talk to me son and his girlfriend. Right now I don’t have the energy so I guess he’s right. Maybe when things get back to normal and I can drive at the end of August.
So to the bathroom and then to wait.
I’m not sure when I’ll be back. Maybe tonight. Maybe in the morning or afternoon tomorrow.