May 21, 2011

I SHOULD BUT I DON’T-SUE ME?

I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE
I SHOULD BE GRATE FUL THAT I HAD NO OBVIOUS EFFECTS FROM MY STROKE AND I AM
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THAT I SPEND THE WINTERS IN FLORIDA AND I AM
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR BEING ALIVE AND I AM
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL BUT I’M NOT
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THAT WE COME TO THIS TRAILER. IT’S A CHANGE FROM THE REST OF THE WEEK BUT I’M DEFINITELY NOT
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL I HAVE A HUBBY BUT SOMETIMES I AM AND SOMETIMES I’M NOT!
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL I HAVE THREE ROOFS OVER MY HEAD BUT I’M NOT
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL I HAVE FOOD TO EAT AND I AM
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL WE ARE MOVING TO A CONDO AND I AM
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL
I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL
I WISH I WAS
I AM NOT GRATEFUL BECAUSE:
I HAVE NO FRIENDS
I HAVE NO ONE TO HANG OUT WITH
I AM ALONE A LOT AND DON’T ALWAYS LIKE IT
I CAN’T DRIVE AND HAVE TO DEPEND ON OTHERS
I AM SPOILED
MAYBE I EXPECT TOO MUCH
I HAD FUN SPENDING AND CHARGING AND NOW I’M STRUGGLING TO PAY MY DEBTS

then its time to change ? join things make an effort to make friends

Gypsy Spirit

May 22, 2011

I agree with above noter, particularly if you feel you have no friends. You are the only one that can make changes in your life…..no one else is responsible for your happiness…only you. hugs P

Grammy's Heart

I guess when I feel that way I ask, “Who is in charge?” and of course, it’s me so I’m the only one who can make the changes:)

Sago

Can you find an organization in each city which you stay in…finding people with your own interests is key to finding friends. Or, there is always therapy to find out how deal with and make friends with others…it is a talent and all of us are missing talents that we can try to develop as we grow older.

justMe

I wish you didn’t feel this way:(