TODAY

 

This afternoon I have an appointment with the psychologist. I am anxious to talk to her. I think most of it will centre about my anxiety and the feeling of inability to cope. I use to be such a strong woman and in a way I still am. On the other hand sometimes I feel like I am losing it.

I would like to see my grandchildren ALONE. I’m not sure why. I guess once things settle down I will take them out alone. I will need someone to drive me and drop us off somewhere. I think I do miss taking them one on one.

We are not sure what to do about the house. We didn’t get the offer we wanted. The saying is a bird in the hand……….I am not sure if we will accept the offer or not. It would be a great relief to finally sell so maybe we will and take our losses.

Have no patience to write more so…………………..watching the skating. NOT THE WEDDING!