SAD DAY

My daughter just left for Toronto. The weather is miserable. I just hope she has a safe trip. Wish I could have driven with her……………..

I am under so much stress!  Crying!! Cleaning up from the seder………………………people coming to see the house at ten tomorrow. It forces me to clean up from the seders right away which is no easy feat. I would have let my cleaning lady do it last night but at ten I was exhausted. I just wanted everyone GONE!!!!!!!!! I guess I just should have said that I’m going to bed and leave her up with my daughter, hubby etc. She could have let herself out!

As far as I’m concerned the seder was terrible. There were two children who kept running away from the table and crying, screaming etc. I think it was the same last year!!!!!!! I tried to make the seder go as fast as possible! During the service I asked some questions…………last year a few of the children participated. This year only my grandson so again I limited my questions and just hurried through the very main points of the service. 

If I do it next year it will be strictly for my family! No one else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thankfully my hubby is not talking about going shopping for the condo today. I did tell him that once the seders are over I’ll have time. I didn’t realize how much cleaning I’ll have to do. Also we have an Open House on Sunday at two.

Last might the real estate agent called with a counter offer. I was shocked and upset that she would call before the seder. There is so much to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I spoke to her today I mentioned that it was PASSOVER!!!!!!!! I know she is trying hard and I appreciate that fact.

So I better get on with my cleaning. Thankfully my daughter cleaned up her junk in the laundry room. I don’t know why my cleaning lady thought she should go through her stuff last night!!!!!!!!! Sometimes she oversteps her boundaries!!!!!!! I know she means well but………………..

The other issue that has come up is that my daughter will be "walking" to get her Doctorate certificate or whatever its called in June in Florida. Hubby doesn’t think we should/can go. We might not be able to get insurance because of our medical issues. I just can’t accept NOT being there for such an important event. My hubby is under pressure. So am I!!!!!!!!! I don’t know what we’ll end up going but I would like to be there. I THINK WE SHOULD GO NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!!! MOVING CAN BE ARRANGED AROUND HER GRADUATION. THIS DOESN’T HAPPEN EVERY DAY!!!!!!! I’M SORRY I EVER THOUGHT WE SHOULD MOVE.