MAH JONGG

Today I went to a Mah Jongg Tournament. It was a lot of fun. I won two games out of 20. Considering I haven’t played for a long time I did well. Some of the women play every week and maybe more often. I went with a friend and my cousin was also there.

I am depressed and at loose ends. I don’t know what to do with myself. I have a million things I can do but don’t feel like doing anything.
My friend was sent home by air ambulance. Her cancer spread to her brain. I wonder if she’ll last till I get home. I am so upset and cranky. I just want to be left alone. I would also like to scream, yell and cry to let go of my worries and concerns.
Of course I am also worried about myself. Friday morning we go to the doctor and then I’ll find out if we will go on the cruise or not. I hope so as I can’t see spending another few weeks here without driving. It’s too hard for me to ask for lifts especially just to go shopping. At least I saved money this week and was able to pay some bills. That was good!!!!!!
Nothing planned for tomorrow. Hubby will go play golf. I’ll do the Wii in the morning and then I guess I’ll go sit at the pool. At night we’re going out with friends.
So now I’ll read some of your entries maybe and go to sleep early.