I HAVE TO TALK TO MYSELF

I must start talking to myself!!!!!!! I must convince myself that I am a strong woman. I must convince myself that I will cope with anything and everything that life throws at me. I must be positive. I must not get overwhelmed with thinking of hubby getting sick, feeble, forgetful etc. I guess I get nervous thinking that if hubby gets sick I will have too much responsibility. I will be nervous not knowing what will happen next.
I will try to be strong. I will try NOT to think of the future. I know I need to take one day at a time. I need to think that it could be ME that gets sick.
These are morbid thoughts. I will NOT dwell on these thoughts any longer!!!!!!!!!!
I will think positive. 
I will think of being in Florida for the winter.
I will think about how lucky I am to be in Florida for the winter. I will think how lucky that hubby and I are well. So he might forget some things. we all do!
I am so lucky to have enough food to eat.
I am so lucky to have a roof over my head.
I am so lucky I have a car to drive.
I am so lucky to have this computer.
I am just so fortunate to have lived a long and pretty good life.
I am lucky to have three wonderful grandchildren.
I am so lucky to have a Kindle.
I am so lucky.
I will be positive. I will NOT think about a dismal future.
I will stop any negative thoughts in their tracks.
I can do it.
I will do it.
No more doom and gloom.