WHY
I don’t know why I am such an unhappy person. I don’t know why I feel so sad and weepy a lot of the time. I wish I could figure it out. I have so much. Maybe it’s not what I want??????????
I push people away. I plan to stop taking my grandchildren once a week. It might not be the best decision but for now I feel that it is. I don’t seem to have the energy needed to amuse them once a week. I use to love being with them but I don’t anymore. WHY??? Maybe it’s the stress of moving. I am constantly thinking of how I could make this house more presentable. I just went through our cupboards once again and also my craft room.
This week I have a cold and pain when I walk so there is no way I could take my grandchildren. I hope my grandson is ok with it. I guess I’ll know more on Thursday.
Thanks for the input for my son. I just don’t know if I should mix in. I guess my hubby could talk to his friend………………
I finally got the new IPHONE 4 yesterday. WHY wasn’t I excited? Was it just that I felt lousy? I would go for help but we’re leaving soon so I don’t think it makes sense.
Is it just a matter of talking to myself?
Should I just accept the fact that I’m a loner?
I am so looking forward to the trip to Florida this year – not just the drive but being there and participating in activities at the clubhouse. No responsibility sounds great. Of course when we come back we will be busy moving. I have no trouble packing and throwing out. I look forward to decorating the new place.
Sunday we have an open house here. I hope we get a buyer. I hope we get our price. Of course the more we get, the more renovations we will be able to do in the new place. I can’t wait to hear the ideas that the decorator has. We need places for our collections – hubby’s cars, my dolls, craft supplies and books.
I am excited about one thing believe it or not. I sold my guitar for 60. I sold our treadmill for 200. That’s money towards my trip to New York. I put it all in my savings bottle which I have to cover up before the open house although I’m not sure with what. There is no way we can move it as it is very heavy!!!!! I have a few more items that I put on KIJIJI. Everything I make will go towards new York. I have a problem pricing stuff but I decide on a price and whatever I get I guess is better than nothing.
I am taking ROBAXACET. It has been working like a charm. Right now I have no pain. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!
back to the lazy boy chair until I decide what needs changing or cleaning up next.
Hoping you get out of your funk soon:(
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Sometimes I think that people strive for happiness rather than contentment or satisfaction. I dont think happiness is sustainable over the long haul. It’s great for a moment or when we’re celebrating something, but I think being content is more of what I strive for. To be thankful for what I have been given, acknowledge what I’ve learned from this life journey, and look forward to what tomorrow will bring my way. Glad you’re not having any pain. Yea!
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I don’t believe that happiness is achieved through outside events and things. It comes from within. You may have a physical reason for feeling down. Have you had a complete physical lately? It might be something really minor, like a vitamin deficiency, that is making you feel tired and run down.
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Are you getting enough sunshine? A lot of people get very depressed when they do not get enough sun. It is called SAD and it is very common in people who live in the northern areas of the earth. And I agree that happiness comes from within.
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You often write about being unhappy and many times I’ve suggested you see a psychiatrist because you might suffer from depression. You never do, though. I guess you figure I haven’t got any sense. *shrugs* hugs, Nicky
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i wish you would take the time to see your doctor about something for your depression. take care,
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Treat your depression. You will be missing the best time of your grandchildren’s lives if you don’t. I would give an arm if I could see my own granddaughter whenever I wanted. It used to be that way but not anymore. Life is too short. Live happy even if pills are what you need to get there. Why not?
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Have you talked to your doctor about how you feel? Maybe you should.Good luck with the open house.
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A cold, well that can explain part of the problem. Seems like we get a cold and that can bring us down in spirits. Take it easy today and don’t overdo, get some relaxation in. I have reached a point to where I listen to what my body is telling me, seems to help keep me from getting so down from overdoing. Love,
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You are doing right by focusing on yourself. That’s how I think people are able to get happy, just take a moment for yourself. Don’t feel guilty, it’s important. If you don’t take care of your needs no one will.
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don’t take this wrong, but have you been professionally checked for medical depression? It is very possible. Its a recognized condition and help is available, but you have to seek it. Start with your GP. hugs P
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Random: I can sure understand being in a funk, i have been today! I have never had an Iphone before or anything except a regular cell phone…lol…I’ve been looking into the Iphones, but not decided yet!!! Glad you got your’s!!! Have a nice evening [hugs]
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Send your iphone to me I’llget excited lol.. aww..just kidding, amazement doesn’t come from stuff, items, nature, is the ultimate amazement. Check out the grandcanyon online and visit the louvre …on the internet and smile…
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