July 21, 2010

I’M MISERABLE

I am staying home. I will be ok and I will enjoy being home BUT I am not happy. I am not happy because I am upset about my marriage. I am upset because hubby left and could have waited. I could have asked him to wait but I want it to come from him. I want him to acknowledge how I feel about the trailer. He doesn’t and never will. He called to tell me that there were three packages for me. I think they must be for a friend who sent stuff to the trailer. He will not be able to bring them home because he is bringing home a large TV for my SIL. Maybe he could bring home my stuff this weekend and her TV next week. We are not going to Toronto until the week after. Anyhow I give up!!!!!! I will just stay here. Tomorrow I will go out and buy lamb chops and potatoes so I can eat fries and chops for supper. I may eat them Saturday too.
I picked up my grandson today. He didn’t want to go swimming so we ended up at his house – a big mistake as far as I’m concerned and I think he realized it too. The rest of the family came home so he was busy with the other kids and I just sat there. I would have left but he wanted me to go watch his baseball game. Anyhow I’m CRANKY and UPSET so will just crawl into bed.
By the way I decided to quit HERBALIFE so tomorrow I will cancel everything I can.
Have a good night.

Grammy's Heart

July 22, 2010

I’m sorry.

I wish you could speak to your husband. Hopefully, the alone time will help you recoup.

offmychest

I’m sure tomorrow will be a better day. Just rest and relax and hang in there.

L-OnlyChild-DSP

Not overly thrilled about mine either. ((hugs))

Pooh Bear Granny

I am so sorry. I know this is so hard on you. Love,

majimaze

You sound very unhappy and resentful honey!I think in the meantime,while you are by yourself,why not write down,on paper,all of this and leave it for him to read when he gets back.Put it in an envelpoe with his name on it,then when you sre going out for the day,leave it where he will find it.I did this with my late Richie several times,and he always read it and took a few days before he raised it.

If neither of you talk about how you feel,,the situation will get worse,with heaven knows what result.So,how about it?Your last 3 entries worried me a great deal,we all feel taken for granted sometimes,we need to stand up for ourselves.Don’t expect him to guess,men are not subtle like that.I will pray for you to find the answer.Perhaps writing to him will help??Lots of love and hugs to you.xxxxx

QueenSuzu

July 23, 2010

I’m sorry you are so unhappy. I think you really do need to talk to your husband. It might not solve anything, but i think you would at least feel better that you have told him how you feel. ((hugs))

Lambeth

Sorry you’re upset. I agree with you, you shouldn’t have to tell your hubby eerything, he should be able to see when you’re upset and acknowledge that. ryn: I did ask for the brie. Don’t think they had any in the kitchen. 🙁