I WOKE UP DEPRESSED

I’m not sure why but I woke up anxious and depressed.
I am not sure what I should do about TORONTO. Hubby just told me that he will go on Monday until Thursday. Do I go with him? I have a show on Tuesday night. It’s part of the Just for Laughs Festival. I guess it wouldn’t be the end of the world if I missed it but I invited five other women to go. I bought the tickets. I planned to drive. I made arrangements at a restaurant near the theatre. My cousin is coming and she doesn’t know the others. I can go to Toronto another time – maybe the next week. If money is an issue with hubby I can stay with my cousin. I thought I might go another time as it would mean my SIL would have visitors another time. So I have to make a decision by Sunday night I guess.
I am also very confused about the Herbalife business. I am not sure if I should continue or not. All my instincts say that I should quit but I so want to make a go of it. I know it is a challenge and that is exactly what I was looking for. I think I should stick with it as I could surely use the money. I have been spending like crazy! What the HECK is wrong with me? I put the credit cards away so at least I won’t have them with me today or tomorrow or the day after.
I am not sure if I should plan to go to the country tonight after supper. We are going out to celebrate my son’s girlfriend’s birthday. We could be packed and all ready to go. I guess I could go. I would like to stay home so I can do the WII tomorrow. There is nothing to rush to the country for. I guess the only reason to go is that we can go in one car. We would save the money on gas.
Last but not least I still have to decide if I want to drive with my daughter from Florida.
Why are decisions so difficult for me? I guess I would feel more comfortable if someone made them for me. HUBBY? I so want to do the right thing. That’s how I was brought up. I could easily make the decisions myself but I wonder if I am doing the "right" thing. What does my hubby really think? He doesn’t say anything. Maybe he doesn’t care????
So this morning I have some business calls to make.
I just spent about a half hour talking to my hubby about the business. I keep wishing that he would agree to invest some money but he doesn’t. So I will have to do the Wii after my call at 11.
OK! Time to make calls. More later maybe.

Sign by Danasoft – Get Your Free Sign

You’ll figure it all out. None of your decisions are life-altering. It’s just everyday stuff. So tell yourself that when you struggle to make the right decision for everyone involved. I personally think you need to stay and keep the date you made with five friends! That’s kind of a big deal.

Zenith

July 1, 2010

I too feel that the date with your friends is important – for all the reasons you listed it would be much nicer to keep your date. As for everything else and making decisions when I have that problem I really work on trying to trust my own instincts and not agonizing over the choices too much.

Pooh Bear Granny

I am sure you will make the right decisions. Hang in there and allow yourself some peace while thinking things over. Love,

offmychest

Not being able to make a decision means you have a fear of failure, hey everyone fails at one time or another it is no big deal!

Happy Trails

Gypsy Spirit

everything in life is about making choices….trust yourself. hugs P

I think you should go where you want to be, not where you think you should be. You are such a generous and giving person that it must be difficult to make a decision where you feel you are putting your own desires first. If hubby doesn’t give input (either verally, or otherwise) then go with what you want. Trying to please someone on a guess is a sure way to end up frustrated and even angry with the other person when it’s not their fault.